Dec 31, 2008

New year countdown

Im glad 2008 is almost over...
still have to endure another 24 hours until 2009..

I must say that 2008 is the lowest year of my life...i think so...
I hate to think about this year again....get it over with...

~...Good bye 2008...~

Dec 29, 2008

Manicure + Pedicure = Fingers looking good...

MY NEW OBSESSION

wasted some rm30++ to buy this 'skin food' product to feed my nails...bought two of them...light brown and light green and both sparkle... i <3>....

it was like an investment for me, i know it doesnt grow like money when u invest it ...but knowing that im not that kind of person who likes to groom myself, i think it worth it... and it was indeed an investment...(well at least from my point of view...)

see... how niceeee....

my nails sparkle like diamond that they dont deserve to be called 'cat kreta'... ciss cousin sia la tu yg ckp....saya sangat hampa...but i know better...heehee.. i know when my nails are looking good...so nothing matters , because i love my nails...= b
okay, enough with the cam whoring, Nails..see you later dude...

hope to pamper myself some more again later ....


p.s. going to color my hair soon

Dec 24, 2008

Christmas in 1B

Have I told you that 1B have the most beautiful deco in KK...

it was snowing in here...u have to believe me....


This one is my favorite...


JK busy taking pix of Caitlyn....she didnt even noticed me taking this one....


Can u imagine how tall the Pine tree is...if it was real, the whole 1B will smell nice...i could only imagine...


Smiling Snowman: "I bring something home for my snowife."


Reindeer with Smiling Snowman...

Santa caught me snapping a pic of him... mahal kali gambar dia...=b


Find me!

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!

HOPE YOU HAVE A WONDERFUL HOLIDAY=)

Dec 20, 2008

M.U.S.E.

NEWBORN



beautiful song....

Dec 18, 2008

Twilight side effect


I am currently writing Breaking Dawn...
...the final book of My Twilight Saga...well thats what they call my story...

I assumed u have read Eclipse then, the 3rd book...


All 3 books are like diary to me, except that they are not personal anymore. i decided to tell the whole world , my story...Our Story from my side of the story...

At this point , u should have known about my feeling toward Jake...my best friend...
Oh how I love him...I love him to bits...and he have known that since the first day we met...
He was my sun when my day was impossibly dull and dark...
I loved him...but how could i hurt him by loving him yet not choosing him?
I loved him...but i loved Edward more...

Edward Edward....Edward is the love of my life ...the love of my existence...
Without him...how could i live?
I remember the day when he left me...
I never imagine myself get through that kind of nightmare again....
i could say it was like living in a vacuum...no sound no light no air no nothing....
except for me....but knowing he existed somewhere in this world, was enough....
enough to keep me sane and alive...

But now...I can't believe this!
he's being overly protective! i AM strong...maybe I'm not the strongest...
but still...
i am able to protect myself, for crying out loud...

I wondered why i choose him over Jake... Ha!
Jake would not shield me from any excitement...

Edward...he didn't even let me hunt for mountain lion...instead he brought me to Alaska and hunt for some penguin.....ooo cute penguin but there are my food after all..but i hated those stinky fishy smell... Besides I don't think I like hanging out with his fan, well you know who!

Okay, stop whining...
I think he's back....I'd better be going...
He still owes me something...
And before that,I have to call Jake and ask for updates...I miss her already...

P.S. I Love Edward...

Love Always
Bella


Read Eclipse, borrowed the book from LK, ba this is due to my lack of patient, couldn't wait any longer...abis stock...so i just borrowed LK's book, and lend her my Breaking Dawn as an exchange...
Now am reading Breaking Dawn...damn...how i hope this book will never end...

Oh ya sorry for my "wanna-be- bella" or "wanna-be-stephenie-meyers" behaviour...
I thought maybe i could get over this twilighters behaviour so that i can be normal twilight reader by writing that....ooo cukup la....

Sorry i dont have editor.....so u'll find a lot of
hang kang english....buttt BIARRR....

So Long People....

Dec 17, 2008

`*~*~*~*`

Copied this from a forwarded email sent by my friend....

And Hope u haven't seen them yet...

Have a good laugh....=))


Comic 1

Comic 2

Comic 3 Comic 4
Comic 5
Comic 6

Comic 7
hahahaha...budu ooo kan....

Dec 16, 2008

`*~*~*~*`

Found this one....and I like it....=)


Enjoy...
fall
.
..fall in love if u want to....

He! He!

Keyword: OTS digression

***

.THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I TURN 30.

--*--Cliff Diving
i got the idea from New moon... i could almost imagine Bella, i could almost imagine myself jump off the cliff ....
--*--Diving
2 of my friends, marie and susi are very excited about this...but due to some reason we still havent pursue our dream...not my dream at first...because im terrified
to be in a pool with a group of sharks...give me alot of imagination to make me give up...but after a long decade of waiting to complete our swimming lesson, just so that we can do our 3 days course(if im not mistaken)...diving finally are listed in my dream list....because i cannot wait to swim with turtle...no turtle??? okay the coral is fine with me...--*--Snow!!!
To touch snow...play a snowball game...make a snow man....what else...to take picture while its snowing...haha....sakai...but so what....--*--Ski
learn how to ski....

--*--To dye my hair with bold color
mmmm.....ngam juga yerrr....

oopss...sorry still learning photoshop....

--*--Curl my hair

--*--Travel to US! Italy! Australia! and so on...
Or at least one of these place....Okay I want to travel after i turn 30 as well, but u just have to texperience this before 30 just for the sake of saying ' been there, done that... do u want to see the pictures?'...hehe....

........................and more.....later guys.... later...im sleepy...

p.s. anyone have the sme thing in mind?call me.... hehe...

Dec 13, 2008

"F.Y.I means By D Way..."...

I havent watch this one yet,

but someone told me this one is better than the ANGus movie...

yeah...actually i've seen the movie trailer....and I LIKE ITTT...

below is a few videos u can watch before buying the DVD....=)




Part 1





Part 2

F.Y.I, Emma Roberts was also starring in Nancy Drew....
OHHH , how could i forget the most crucial part...

Wild Child....that's the name of the movie....

FYI, Angus is a CAT....

ANgus, THoNGs and PERfecT SNOGging...



I know... its SOOO childishhh...

but who cares..

when its about rules and love..or whatever you prefer to call it or define it... there's always something to learn right...

besidess...its fun...

u just have to see the trailer...




...intro...



until then people!!

Dec 9, 2008

photoshop...

Now....

With the help of Photoshop...

Everyone can be a vampire....just like Edward...





Who wants to be one anyway???

Not me... But I like Edward a lot....

Dec 4, 2008

Z...Z...Z...Z...

I know..I am suppose to be sleeping right now...

But I dont feel like sleeping at all...my eyes wide open...well....i kinda woke up late this morning ..actually i woke up at 2pm or was it some time around 4pm?

ooo crap...it was not because i was overslept or something ...

U see I slept around 7 to 8am this morning and before i finally sleep i tried very hard to fool myself into sleeping...have too many things in my mind that i could not just stop thinking...Twilight made me think a lot....makes me sleep late everyday and finally formed this as a habit....NOT HEALTHY!!! especially when i try so hard not to add any more wrinkles around my eyes....not like i have many, but in time i will have them right...and for me to sleep very late everyday will speed up the process of aging(i guess)....

maybe its a good idea...since i look innocent(people keep telling me im innocent, Im not THAT innocent!!) a wrinkle or two may makes me look wiser and not very innocent looking...OH CRAPP!!!i talk nonsense again..whatever u say dude.....

This post is just an excuse to blog...

Dec 3, 2008

My Chemical Romance....MY MCR

Listen....
And Watch their official Video Clips...


I Don't Love You


Cancer

Cemetery Drive


Helena


Sleep


Disenchanted

I'm Not Okay

Kill All Your Friends....

The Ghost Of You

Heaven Help Us

Demolition Lover..(This one I never heard before....i like it as well)

All I Want For Christmas ( Owhhh...Cuteee they sing christmas song...)



STANDING OVATIONNN for them


They are great, aren't they?

LOVE THEM...

Dec 2, 2008

*sigh*

Rusakkkk Rusakkkk

makin gumuk sia ni....

This was actually my second attempt of baking cake...and i failed, and felt very much like a failure since I was only baking an INSTANT CAKE....I didnt start from scratch...not because I didnt know how to...but I didnt have the time....because the chocolate moist cake was supposed to be Ramone's birthday cake....and we only managed to placed the cake on the table for ramone to blow the candles at 12 midnight or maybe slightly over 12...hehe...oopss...this was all the whip cream fault....ahahha ...whip cream pula kna tuduh...


The ingrediets...2 boxes of INSTANT 'super moist Chocolate Cake', eggs, and butter, Milk/plain water, Vannilla flavour(optional)...



mixed


baked at 180 degree celcius for 45 minutes....

the cakes turned out fine....


Now the whipcream...this was when i was doing it all wrong....

I used 4 cups of whipping cream and 24 ounces of chocolate( shreded/chips), and heated with the lowest heat...i waited and waited and waited....but the cream never thicken....

I know whipping cream is supposed to be whipped first....but HEY i followed the instruction.....I FOLLOWED EXACTLY WHAT MARTHA STEWART Instructed....but i failed....There must be something wrong right? OH whatever.....maybe i use a different chocolate instead of using NESTLE Chocolate chips....

mmm...the cake was nice...but I only ate a piece of cake because it wass tooo sweet...but believe me It was nice....NICE....hahah...

We blew the candles by ourselves....we were kind of being stood up by our BIG BRO...he never show up on his birthday...because he said "I DONT CELEBRATE BIRTHDAY"....huh....so we sang and recorded it and sent it to him through 'sound message'....
The deco at the side of the cake is JK's idea...to make it looks more presentable.... haha...


My first attempt was a few years ago...I actually steamed marble cake(START FROM SCRATCH!)...but it was a failure as well because it didnt really came out as a Marble cake...not really...but it was a nice not-really-a-marble-cake cake...quite nice ...oh did i tell u, me and clara did try to make cookies before too(START FROM SCRATCH!)...last last last Christmas...which i don't remember what year of Christmas...and U know what.....keras la mau pengsan....but the taste was there...quite nice you know...eatable cookies....next time we try again...it will be YUMMY....and in no time..people will queing up on our doorstep to buy our cookies...dont tell me i cannot do it...I can....haha... what a daydream...

A day after...JK baked a carrot cake...with LK and my help a little here and there...the topping not a success though either(done by JK and Nicole)...but for first timer without any guidance from someone who really have the skill, they deserve a compliment....
.....me and Nicole baked a 150g Carrot Cake(START FROM SCRATCH!)...nice....but without frosting...
and the next day....JK LK me and Nicole baked a carrot cake(actually done by JK) and a pumpkin+carrot(pumpkin+carrot was JK's idea) not-really-muffin-like muffin ....one of the best...with a successful Vanilla topping.....

Sometimes....

Sometimes,

It hurts so bad that you just want to forget everything...

But the more you try the more difficult to let go....

The more you want to forget, the more it haunts you...

Sometimes,

you just have to pretend that everything is alright...

And in time it will fade away...and the nightmare will stop.

Unscripted interview

I like them....

please check out their unscripted interview between Stephenie Meyer, Edw...Robert Pattinson and Bella, i mean Kristen Stewart...

What a dream ...

When was the last time you had a dream and it was so real and beautiful that u wanted to put it on paper so that u won't forget...??


This was how twilight existed...

Stephenie Meyer came out with the idea from a dream...but not in the purpose to write a bestselling book...but only having some fun....

If only I have a perfect English...

Nov 26, 2008

Tomorrow...November 27.

1 more day....



I have no idea how others have waited for 2 years since the first twilight book was out...I can't even wait for just few weeks.....DAMN....Im so nervousss.....



Im a TWILIGHTERS all along...always will....

Nov 21, 2008

Good and bad news...Twilight Saga....

Okay i am still reading 'New Moon' and yet i am ALREADY excited about the fifth book, 'Midnight Sun'...
And I really really REALLLYYY cannot wait for it to come out and be another of Stephenie's bestseller book....A VERY GOOD NEWS huh....

From what i've read, 'breaking dawn' is the last book of the twilight saga...yes its true(i guess, since i haven't read that far yet, i couldn't be so sure)...

I found the excerpt , Chapter 1 - First Sight( Midnight Sun)...If u have read the first book 'twilight' im sure u will notice that the title is the same as 1st chapter of Midnight Sun...'first sight'....

Midnight Sun is not the continuous of breaking dawn(which i haven't read yet) ...this book is Edward's perspective...Edward's point of view...Edward's story...
So knowing that alot of things that we couldn't quite figure out what edward was thinking...this book will surely tell everything whats going on in Edward's mind....what he actually thinks....his thoughts around bella...how exactly his capability works...and so on la....

Knowing Bella's side of the story is enough but only from her side...Sometimes we woman also need to know what the men actually feel about their beloved one...sometimes words are not enough to describe whatever feelings or thought ...semua la...in everything he does...any action or whatever that makes us women think of his action....why he didn t call, why he frowned...why he left...semua la...sot... dats y women kna cop complicated...kali...

So while waiting for the book..take sometime to read the excerpt....baca la....


But the bad news is...
She decided to postponed Midnight Sun or did she said not to continue writing the midnight sun?....ARGGHHHHHH!!!! because the incomplete draft was already illegally posted online......DAMMNNNNN...who's the culprit!!!!OMG....I CANT BELIEVE THISSSS....It was like Edward was taken away from me while i am very much in love with him(and i couldn't quite live the way before he existed in my daily-routine-daydreaming-live), while i was still dancing with him on the stage and suddenly he was gone...pls S. M. I am your die-hard fan....pls do this for us....your fan....=(

Oh FYI...the news is dated Aug 28,08.
So maybe she changed her mind...but i didnt get the updates...
So update me ... so that i can stop worrying... maybe tu buku suda keluar ka....
Damn im so worried....




Nov 19, 2008

Paramore "Decode"



One of twilight Soundtrack...I Love....

Nov 18, 2008

The Twilight Saga!!!!

"You Inspired this one..." Edward Cullen ..



I don't know which of these songs was actually hummed by Rdward to Bella to sleep... but i like all of them...I tried to find a movie scene that edward actually hummed the lullaby, but my effort failed....




and this one, w as taken i think from chp 15,16 or 17....The cullens or Carlisle...


I think Im in love with Edward...haha...The Twilight Saga will be my all time favorite books....and stephenie meyer will be one of my favorite author...



I suggest u go out now to the nearest bookstore and buy all of The Twilight Saga.....Unless if u dun like lRomance novel la...

Nov 7, 2008

CIS...got drunk again...I despise it...

Last night, Nicole sms me and told me that a friend sponsor Ab. Vodca...stress kali drg ni tau...sad kan sy...mcm x pernah minum pula...
And of all the places we went to minum2.... we went minum2 d rumah ninik perempuan(thats how we, all the cucu2 call her heehee;>)...ya , you heard me right...rumah ninik perempuan..hahhaha...I know im such a bad cucu...wei...nicole already asked permission from my aunt minuk maa....so i guess its okay lor...

So me as the add. kaki...i guess just to tambah quota terikut juga drg p minum...only 4 of us....Nicole and me and her friends Darell and Avilla...Avilla-she is the one who sponsored the Vodca, bought from Labuan as i was told...

only me and avilla got drunk... d rumah ninik pun mau mabuk... and si Darell pura2 mabuk cis...okay bagi chan, driver kan...Nicole minum x pun sampai satu glass....she sips a little then she keep on fill in her glass with the 7 up...so that si darell x p tambah...skill tu ba...cis...haha...

My aunt treated us RM10 for the Sate..'siannn dia nampak kami teda pusas kali....haha...I like the beef sate...nicer than the chicken sate...whatever...so crita punya crita... mabuk pula...cilaka....tiba tiba sj tu Vodca kick.... damn....I hate being drunk....I like the process...but the result and the aftermath SUCKS BIG TIME!!! and I never want to drink Vodca or any drinks that contain any per cent of liquid that can make your head hurtsss like no one business...

I like them...They are nice people...looking forward to meet them tonight...but my head still hurtsss...so maybe not... besidess Nicole still have some more papers to go through, i think...Besides, this not the time for me t o waste any more money...

mm...I LOATHE being drunk....



Nov 6, 2008

RULES

Rules are meant to be broken...
but if they aren't broken...
They will remain as rules...

Don t break the Rules...

Nov 3, 2008

The Royalty Quiz

You are a Courtesan!


Lovely, Intelligent, and Talented!

You are a lover of royalty and fantasy and probably express this artistically, musically, or in writing, or absorb yourself in works related to it. You are gifted with a beautiful intellect and a wonderful imagination and creative spirit!

YEAHHHH RITEEE!!!!

Nov 2, 2008

*~ A PLACE CALLED HERE ~*

Taken from the book of ...

... Chapter 55
...

Sometimes , people can go missing right before our

very eyes. Sometimes, people discover you, even
though they've been looking at you the entire time.
Sometimes, we lose sight of ourselves when we're
not paying enough attention.

We all get lost once in a while, sometimes by
choice, sometimes due to forces beyond our
control. When we learn what it is our soul needs
to learn, the path presents itself. Sometimes we see
the way out but wander further and deeper despite
ourselves; the fear, the anger or the sadness
preventing us returning. Sometimes we prefer to
be lost and wandering, sometimes it's easier.
Sometimes we find our way out. But regard-
less, always, we are found.

~ Beautifully written by Cecelia Ahern~

Nov 1, 2008

Been 2 weeks...2 longgg weekss....
Not like there's anything happen or whatsoever btwn us...so what...

So I try my best not to think of him...but the universe trying its best to remind me of him...
Damn hard...I feel like Jonathan in 'Serendipity'...

thats sara and jonathan

dun mind me... there's nothing magical between us...No fantasy at all...no fairy tales..and THAT,i make myself believe..budu oo kan...but i hope there is...so sad...i dun even think fate or destiny have something to do with this...

but who cares ...
I CARE!!!...
I know what i feel...and im pretty sure what he feels...maybe im wrong....(FYI...most of the time i was wrong...but sometimes...i guess i was not....~whats my point...~)okay...dun take me away from my lala land yet...cos i really really reallyyyy miss him...

i miss him...

Oct 31, 2008

HAPPY belated HALLOWEEN

Hello World...

Today is Halloween...another excuse to blog...ooo...oopss...one hour passed after halloween
Well...Without failing....I would like to say HAPPY belated HALLOWEEN to all....

I wonder what would I wear if we celebrate Halloween down here in KK...
let me google a nice and scary costume first.....

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Here u go...
hahaha!!!easy costume and u can always d-i-y....hehe...
but i really dont want to be the bad guy...

so maybe I choose to be Hermione instead....
it would be fun to be hermione for halloween...


Have a nicee day everyone....=)

Oct 29, 2008

hello there...

Gardening has been my favorite things to do ever since I was still in primary school or maybe younger...I dont have wide knowledge in this field....but I like it anyway...haha

So consider this as an introduction for my new topic....Gardening....I have no idea when I will ever update about this topic but I hope I will sometime in the near future...

=b....cis

"I don't know whether some of you already read this post or not...hehe..yesterday sy terpublish...not yet finish dude....and then I have to delete...and when I wanted to publish it trus ada problem sma connection....damn...So mind you this post should be posted yesterday..."

(((( FYI, I Still havent check the result yet, due to the connection problem...))))

Went for Late lunch at Damai...
Since we were in Damai why not singgah beli nombor kan....I am not a kaki Nombor...but buli la kadang2...( me? beli numbur?... as usual if i tell this to my friends they never fail to laugh...itu pun hairan kan?? hehe)

So I bought rm1 mega 6/52...and rm2 for 4d...well...now...i haven't check the result yet...am forcing myself not to check until i complete this blog...

SOOOO....since sy ada beli...there is a probability that i will be a millionaire tomorrow....thats not a small amount of money ($o$)...SO IF I WIN....many ppl will ask me....What would you do with the rm20m for YOURSELF..... "owh..you mean for myself is it?....heehee"
~this is what i want ppl to ask me...~
First of all....I will invest some of the money..i dun know much about investment...so i will seek advise...
2ndly....I will save for my education...at least rm2m, (that include daily expenses)...is that enough??
3rdly....I want to buy a house....a nice house...to rent it...at least i still have passive income...
I will give my family the rest of the money...well if im rich my family will be rich as well...so no worry...
next ...prudential....sad i dun have one...do i get myself into trouble if i tell this... x la ..i dun think so...

..save for future tour to Paris...Venise......semua la....and for my DREAM Wedding...
....errrr.......what else??
owhh...then i want to buy a Canon or Sony Digital camera...and Toshiba Laptop...and Bookksss....buy a car....YUHUUUU


O.M.G. tamaha suda sia...I will do charity juga ba....eee bagus juga sia ni,kunun la....sy rasa overbudget suda..biar la...
I dun think I win....thats y sia pandai cakap sj...hahah....so now Im going to check the result..........will let you know kalau2 sy entitle millionaire suda ka blum...


~~1 sheep~~
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~~2sheeps~~


*
* ~~3 sheeps~~


* * ~~4sheeps~~


* * ~~5sheeps~~


*
~~6 sheeps~~

*
* *
* ~~7sheeps~~

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OK NOT A MILLIONAIRE YET ...

Oct 26, 2008

30 second to mars

The Kill This is their first song that i first fell in love with ~Jared Leto.../forgive me couldn't help it.../~when i first fell in love with their music... From Yesterday Sorry...the first few minutes movie scene was cut short...but that will not matter right, because it's not really important anyway, Jared Leto is not in yet...So no worries...but u still can find it in youtube if u insist...which i think u wont bother... Attack Kind of fell in love with jared leto anndddd the music all over again...though lot of edited scene, thats wat makes the video unique... A Beautiful Lie This one...breathtaking.....I love them then And I still love them now...
This blog is simply to say that
I LOVE Jared Leto....
I love 30 second to mars...

*satisfied-sigh*

Oct 21, 2008

Love...as said by these people...




Love isn't a decision. It's a feeling. If we could decide who we loved, it would be much simpler, but much less magical.
Trey Parker and Matt Stone
, South Park, Chef Aid, 1998
Life's greatest happiness is to be convinced we are loved.
Victor Hugo (1802 - 1885), Les Miserables, 1862

No one can understand love who has not experienced infatuation. And no one can understand infatuation, no matter how many times he has experienced it. Mignon McLaughlin, The Neurotic's Notebook, 1960

Will you love me in December as you do in May, Will you love me in the good old fashioned way? When my hair has all turned gray, Will you kiss me then and say, That you love me in December as you do in May?
~James J. Walker


Loving is never a waste of time. ~Astrid Alauda

Life only starts when love comes. ~From the movie Bill of Divorcement, 1932

You learn to like someone when you find out what makes them laugh, but you can never truly love someone until you find out what makes them cry.
~Author Unknown


At the touch of love, everyone becomes a poet. ~Plato

It's so easy to fall in love but hard to find someone who will catch you.
~Author Unknown


It's easier if I can let go of this Love which may never be mine...Everyone knows that Love is hard to get rid off... ~Unknown

Can you see that Im in Love...You makes me feel sad and lonely when you are not around. ~Unknown


The greatest pain that comes from love, Is loving someone you can never have. ~ Author Unknown


Stupid Love makes me think too much ...I almost lost my mind...
too much love makes my head spinning...Not that I dont want lov e ...it just where too much...Like when u drink too much water, u got drunk and u feel like throwing out....owwhh its alittle bit like that....damn.....Okay I talk noncense.....I should be in peace...and aliveeee ...haha...=)