Jan 30, 2010

Bless the broken road

Boys like girls

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, "Hey,"

Two is better tha one...

Jan 28, 2010

bed of roses....nope...

No matter what...
I will not break down...
because i know I am a strong person..

Jan 24, 2010


There are a few of Shakira's songs that I really like...but...

I was abit shocked when she said about the 'animal' thing in MTV...but..she is forgiven..after this video...

makes my mind work overtime only...

Give the credit to the choreographer...

Shakira...u'r damn goodd!!....

if only i could dance like that.

Jan 23, 2010

♥ ^_^

I miss someone badly...
and im not suppose to feel this way...
I dont know how...
My heart just think by itself...
and my head dont even have the time to think and put some warning to my heart...

But I chose to live the 'now'...
not in the future nor in the past...

so I will cherish this moment...

Jan 3, 2010

Hopes for 2010

2009 is so over...now here we are, welcoming and embracing a brand new year 2010...


Alot of exciting things happen...


until the clock stroke 12...then our mind activated...all the things we have done in 2009 flashed in nano seconds...something inside u, felt completely wrong, u felt so down despite the loud music, laughing people, happy people around u...something weighted your back...u smiled but u were not really smiling ...u laughed but it didnt show in your eyes...not in your soul...

U felt such a loser,

a failure...

Now, stop feeling that way peeps...this is new year! goodness sake!...

new hope, new energy, new clothes, new shoes, new whatever-new you have, new resolution...

Speaking about 'new year resolution', have u done yours? Of course even if u dont practise setting a list of goals, its not wrong to at least have 5 goals...I suggest U to try *winks*, should be fun...especially when u checked one or two, small or big goals....u can try a small one if u dont believe in this...Dont be skeptic...Just be positive okay?...

For me, I've done my 2010 resolution..

so fast?

revised resolution from last year oneee, changed abit here and there...checked missions completed and added some more...and there, WALA! A new set of revised new year resolution...
But i ammm soo not going to publish it here...HAHA...

Okay, maybe just a few...

One, to read more motivational books...at leassttt 5...do u know, its very hard to even finish 2 if u have alot more non-motivational books to read....

two, learn guitar, ive been trying my best to learn by myself, but attempt failed...maybe i just dont have the talent...but lets just give one more try...let the pro do their work and make me a guitarist...but where? well..i have 12 mths to figure that out...or at least 6 mths...hmmm..

next, grooming?
ooo have i told u about this one...xD~~hahah..yeay...
sometimes i feel so plastic that i stop grooming...besides the maintenance is high...oh damn...but at least im not as shyyy like i once were...guess whatttt..i bought a blue eyeliner yesterday and a pencil sharpener for my blackeyeliner...haha...
small things matters, little things matters...
so stop 'DUH-ing'

and what else, oh ya
of course...SAVING...never enough...i think 'saving will never be 'crossed out' from my goal list...one..simply because the figure is never bigg enough...two,because i will use it anyway...but i try to be discipline ok....argghhh..but i want to save for dslr...mmm...there i go again...

lastly...to earn more from this blog...guess 2009 is not a good year for my blog...but i will try to update more...something more personal this time...i hope...

whatever personal is...

Ive shared few of mine, what about u? care to share?
its up to u...^_^"

Jan 1, 2010

Time for Miracles

It's late at night and I can't sleep
Missing you just runs too deep
Oh I can't breathe thinking of your smile

Every kiss I can't forget
This aching heart ain't broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cuz I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
No I ain't giving up on us

I just wanna be with you
Cuz living is so hard to do
When all I know is trapped inside your eyes

The future I cannot forget
This aching heart ain't broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cuz I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
No I ain't giving up on us

Baby can you feel it (feel it)
You know I can hear it (hear it)
So can you feel me feel you....

You know it's time....

Baby you know that

Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love

You know I ain't giving up on us
You know I ain't giving up on
Oh I ain't giving up on us

Cancerian in 2010

Happy New Year all..hope 2010 brings happiness to u all...

Year 2010 Overview

One thing that all Crabs (astrological Cancers or the seafood type of crab) know deep in their hearts is that someone, somewhere out there knows how great it would be to bust them wide open and eat them with melted butter. The big news for you this year, Cancer, is that Pluto has moved into your Seventh House, which rules marriage, partnerships and close relationships. This means that someone may very well be cracking your heart open in the next year.

Cancer has a bit of a reputation for enjoying doom and gloom. You don't. You just seem to get more than your fair share of it. It must be that thick shell of yours. Everyone assumes you can just take it.

The good news is that you earned that reputation because you can take it, and more. And often, your greatest moments come when you have overcome the greatest obstacles. Thankfully, the roadblocks you face in 2010 won't be that devastating, but they'll certainly give you an opportunity to shine. New support and new energy will be entering your life from unexpected and overlooked people and things, and you'll be able to soar above it all!

Year 2010 Career

As far as your work life goes, 2010 divides up into two nice, clearly defined chunks: the first half of the year is going to present struggles, and the second half will see a boatload of new opportunities. January and February will be a lot of work -- literally and figuratively -- almost as if everyone ignored their jobs during the run up to Christmas, and then decided to drop everything on your desk. Although your relationships with co-workers may be strained at this time, it isn't anything you can't handle. Be careful not to drag too much of that work stress home with you to a partner, particularly in January. Rather than dwell on it, do your best to find a way to take that experience and use it to your benefit.

June and July will bring some exciting opportunities for advancement. You'll be getting more recognition for your efforts, and the possibility of a raise is in store. If you don't have a regularly scheduled salary review planned for that time, things may be going well enough that you might want to bring the subject up anyway. Even the seed of that notion planted then can take root later.

March to May will urge you to really do something about your actual cash-on-hand situation. You'll have both an increased drive to increase your security, and (paradoxically) the urge to overspend. Try to avoid "emotional overspending" during that time, and the rest of the year should work out for you.

Year 2010 Romantic

After a year in which you felt that you weren't being heard -- whether by a spouse, or your calls for an adequate mate went unanswered -- things will be shaking loose in dramatic manner in 2010. Two eclipses this year will have a particular effect on your relationship with a partner. In January, an eclipse in your Partnership House will bring issues to the forefront. If you have an existing relationship, tensions that have been building will become unavoidable; and if you aren't, you may suddenly find yourself more dissatisfied with that situation (or a new partner may suddenly come into your life). In either case, the more dramatic of the effects may be short-lived but will give you the opportunity to make some long-needed changes.

Pluto also continues its long journey though this department of your life, and Pluto demands change and transformation. Although this doesn't necessarily mean bad news, it will certainly require that you address any issues between you and your partner, and -- maybe more importantly -- that you question within yourself what a committed relationship really means to you. Is it possible you're in the right relationship for the wrong reason? Could you be in the wrong relationship for the right reason? Inner work can be difficult, especially when it involves another person, but ultimately it's always worth doing in the long run.

As far as romance in general goes, however, it's more a good year than a bad one. May and June in particular will see new romantic opportunities coming your way, and will pump new life into a current relationship.

Click here to see your starsign 2010 overview.