Guess what...

I dyed my hair...

and guess what....My hair is still black with a few faint of supposed-to-be-dark-honey color, which makes my hair looks damage rather than alivee with color....

next time round i'll color it with bright color....just to make sure the color really sips into my hairstrain....maybe something like carrot pink....ha ha!...as if Im daring enough to make such drastic changes....

one thing learned...never be afraid of the changes that you want to do in your life....just do it....of course it will not be easy...be thankful that you have the courage to make the changes or even thinking about the changes you want in your life...whatever it is...U can do it....and hey guys....never give up....oh ya...and no regrets...

tanak kampung..atau kampungan...

I love fashion...

When it comes to fashion....i know exactly what I love...

but for some reason...i dont really wear fashion....some of those days yeay...but most of the time...I am content wearing jeans and baby-t...nowadays...legging and baby-t...because...legging is sooooo cheap...easy to wash and light....;p...my hair....ponytail...or just roll my hair like a bun and just use rubberban to keep it stay....and then pakai spek....err not sunglassess..just spekmata....

but that will change soon...

~monorail~ On my way home....

A guy: Sabahan ka?

Me: ya ...mcmana kau tau...-___-

A guy: bulih tau ba...macam muka tanak kampung...

*ATUK ATUK*

*jelingan maut*

A guy: macam tanak dari ranau atau keningau...

Me: ooo...sia dari kk bah...

see....not only my slang tells the world that i am sabahan...

Even my looks....a truly sabahan look...kadazandusun la dikatakann...so what la kalau saya bukan pra....

tanak kampung...huhu....because of that.....I need to (AGAINN) force myself...

begaya siikiitt baaa Maria!!! haiyaaa!!!!!

Shoes or sneakers...pwetty much the same..

Its not Macbeth...but this is mine....alll minee....

Yeay...ive been searching for a nice pair of sneakers...i bought a pair years ago...its really cheap and really....not comfortable at all....because when i walk...sneakers tried to slipped off from my feet every step i made....so i gave up...the sneakers abandoned long time ago...and funny that when i found it in the shelf...the strings on both sneakers were gone...

sad story of a pair of abandoned sneakers...

but it wont happen to new sneakers...

because they are really comfortable...

and whats important is...there's a sense of belonging towards new sneakers...

i love...

Groom....ing?

Make...over?

Grooming...

Grooming session with Nicole Jane...

suitable for night event...(ok..this is the best pic i can share...so what)

only wipe off the make up at 3am....because i think it was such a waste to wash it soon after...;p
no one can see like that....

he he

i like baaa....thats why....;p

for the love of beautiful...

dress...eess..

I love this dress...please concentrate on the dress will yea..nice isnt it....perhaps looking at it from a picture is not the same by wearing it...and feeling the material against your skin...and i love how the color match my skin...yeay yeaay...u dont get to see it clearly from this pic due to the lighting*in-denial*...

too bad my sister said its just so-so....and that it's not so-purple but more to ORANGE in colour ...I still love it...because it made me feel different & confident in my own way...haha...until next time dress..u hang on there dress...

I am...

picture taken from here
in need of a new hand bag....

Manicure + Pedicure = Fingers looking good...

MY NEW OBSESSION

wasted some rm30++ to buy this 'skin food' product to feed my nails...bought two of them...light brown and light green and both sparkle... i <3>....

it was like an investment for me, i know it doesnt grow like money when u invest it ...but knowing that im not that kind of person who likes to groom myself, i think it worth it... and it was indeed an investment...(well at least from my point of view...)

see... how niceeee....

my nails sparkle like diamond that they dont deserve to be called 'cat kreta'... ciss cousin sia la tu yg ckp....saya sangat hampa...but i know better...heehee.. i know when my nails are looking good...so nothing matters , because i love my nails...= bokay, enough with the cam whoring, Nails..see you later dude...

hope to pamper myself some more again later ....

p.s. going to color my hair soon

Just another Sunday

Didnt go to church this morning..sent my dad's phone at pusat kbudayaan(he forgot his hp)...then went to early lunch..or should i call it brunch since it was before 12pm and after 9...was it? aiii.....

Anyway....After me and my mum had brunch some where in luyang(Kadai Cina just beside Salim Curry House)... went off to Lido Pasar....and helped my mom shopped for the kitchen....hehe... actually i just helped my mom to carry all the ikan2 and the poultry2...and the vege2...okay at least i did helped my mum to pick some ikan....i did learned how to choose a fresh ikan...so after that my mom went to beli nombor...hehe...me as usual ikut2...try my luck.... (just now I checked stc 4d result ... unfortunately no luck .. damn...i should think more about numbers nowadays...so that i dreeam about numbers...and maybe i finally have some story to share...)

So after that ...asked my mom to drop me at karamunsing...kai kai around karamunsing for awhile...got sms from lucien....met him there...and we headed to Classic... So I have no plan whatsoever hairstyle that i want....i know that I wanted to color my hair....but have to depend on how much budget that i have that time....

so at Classic...asked the hairdresser about the cost and so on....I said I want to cut( RM26) my hair...w/out making my hair short(hahah budu...ada ka gitu)... and asked about hairtreatment and color my hair it cost RM65 + RM200!!!...damn so I have to switch my plan...so I decided to color my hair next month....so much for looking good huh....(I MUST color my hair next month!)
saw one nice hairstyle in one of their mag and decided to cut just like that...in 5 minutessss ....DONE...!!! he started to blow my hair...."is that it???" for RM26...so he asked whether im satisfied with my hair...of course was not...what i saw... was my old hair....nothing seems to change....so i asked him to make it slightly different...so he recommended to cut my fringe short and asked my permission...so in doubt i said " ngam bah kan?" ..then he replied"ngam bah kau kiut..".and there I smile feeling so cute... damnnnn i was so proud of myself...and was so vainnn *prasan*...okay maybe skill marketing bah tu...saddd....lepas gunting and treatment... siap...bayar....keluar ...and lucien commented...."sama juga tu" .......-_-S......dia fikir mura ka sia bayar... ..okay its okay...anyway i thought this was another bad haircut that i got.....damn...

so as we walked ...just walked with no direction....there i saw jack my colleague walking straight to where i was walkin g....OMG OMG.... My hair.... my hair....BIDA BIDA....damn....so i quickly walked the other side beside Lucien...(I think he saw me ...maybe he saw me trying to avoid himm....hahah...so he pretended not to see me.... sorry jack..not what i intended to do....I just feel soooooo ashamed of my hair...haha..budu.... OR maybe he didnt saw me at all...=b...hehe=))so..as i walked passed some mirror ... had a glimpse of my hair...not that baddd....so my self-esteem recovered....

So after that went to find a 4G pendrive...saw stephen...talked with him....stephen promoted his digi postpaid or whatever to lucien...and i went round and round searching for cheap pendrive....the cheapest that i could find .. RM29....I was sooo lucky...

Then had another late lunch... kfc lagi tu....blanja luciennnn...and then went to kbox after accompany dia p smoke...ni budak arrr...sang 4 songs...then off we go....lucien to bb cafe and me home sweet home..... guess what...bus full....shootttt.....i waited until slightly over 6...only reached home at slightly before 7...THANK GOODNESS..Im alive.....I was scaredddd that time.. scared of walking aloneeeee ESPECIALLY when its dark...but I have to cook....I need to be at home on time ...I dun want to wait another bus...and i dun wan to use taxi bcos i know its going to be expensive...because i doubt my safety as well...

home....cooked...Have a bowl of soup for dinner...

And here I am typing this blog...this nothing-much-blog....I know no one will read this ...but its okay....I will read this some time in the future.... for my memory sack...its good to flash back....


p/s ~ *sigh* i resigned,,, Im happy yet sad to leave BET...

John Galliano...Diorrrr

John Galliano...Christian Dior...John Galliano....Im sure every fashion freak knows who this guy is....

He inspires me like no other fashion designer does...he is good mannn.......

He is damn imaginative and creative.... and anything he does with textile ,almost made me cry.... and the fashion show....amazing...




Have a look at his collection...

GALLIANO

I love this killer- heel....so niceeee...

U dun believe me ar when i say i can and i will wear this to school...hehe...only if im in paris...

John galliano is a genius in fashion world

(I hope i didnt mix up his collection with other designers' collection....forgive me if i have done such a silly mistake)
Also check out this fashion show videos... Couldn't find the video that i fell in love with...


I will blog more about fashion...
until then

Cheers
mskuts