Hello guys :)

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEARR!!!

Was supposed to update my blog yesterday...but half part of my Laptop kena hujan yesterday...due to unpredictable weather....haishh...so I have to tahan hati and not switch on my laptop yesterday....Nasib ada hair-dryer.....And was thinking to put inside the rice bucket...just in casee....but...i figured kali karing sudaa....:p....desperate to go online...:p

Never again I leave my laptop near the window while I am not aroundd.....speaking about my laptop....My laptop alwaayyssss get stuck...walaupun bulum panas.......yesterday pacah record(before the incident yg kna hujan)...

Maybe I opened too many tabs..:p.

mmm..do you think Apple is better than Windows....last time I used apple...I didnt like it...because I didnt like the mouse....that simple little thing changed my mind about Apple....but who knows....Sometimes in order to love something...you have to really get to know about them...before deciding you really dont like it....but for now....I prefer Windows...

p.s. still hunting job....

2011 Christmas Eve

It's Christmas Eve....Have a blessed Christmas Eve everyone...

dont really feel the spirit of Christmas...I cant feel it...not yet....hmmm...

December 2011 is quite a trying month...I almost didnt get my AL...almost have to work until the end of year.......

And it get worst when my transportation to Apt was not on time .....Missed my flight....where I have to queue at counter (if im not mistaken) 65/66/67....extra exp for cab and luggage + penalty fees for missed flight...almost have to pay rm450 for my extra luggage....which if i didnt missed my flight I have to pay that much anyway....thanks to one of the staff 'Fauzi' who helped me with my extra luggage...and most probably put a comment in their ssystem so i get priority for a seat...:p....because I knew the 2 ladies who queued earlier....just like me waited since the day before...and most of all thanks to the Kutai's clan who prayed for me....

Besides that...my Aunt is not in a good conditions for a celebration....and she refuse to go for a medical check up.......and my father is not in a pink of health too...

And I am Roomlesss...and the room Im suppose to beautify is from what I can see....is quite hopeless for coziness.......and now jobless....and not for very long....would probably be penniless....if i dont get a job in the near future....and may be quite desperate....ha ha....

Ohh yaa....and I found out that the DSLR was stolen.....whoever that person is....u'r soooo hopeless....maybe there is a reason to that.....why Lorddd?

Dear Lord, Have mercy on me...

Anyway.. I hope you have a wonderful Christmas Eve....and pleasant December...

tanak kampung..atau kampungan...

I love fashion...

When it comes to fashion....i know exactly what I love...

but for some reason...i dont really wear fashion....some of those days yeay...but most of the time...I am content wearing jeans and baby-t...nowadays...legging and baby-t...because...legging is sooooo cheap...easy to wash and light....;p...my hair....ponytail...or just roll my hair like a bun and just use rubberban to keep it stay....and then pakai spek....err not sunglassess..just spekmata....

but that will change soon...

~monorail~ On my way home....

A guy: Sabahan ka?

Me: ya ...mcmana kau tau...-___-

A guy: bulih tau ba...macam muka tanak kampung...

*ATUK ATUK*

*jelingan maut*

A guy: macam tanak dari ranau atau keningau...

Me: ooo...sia dari kk bah...

see....not only my slang tells the world that i am sabahan...

Even my looks....a truly sabahan look...kadazandusun la dikatakann...so what la kalau saya bukan pra....

tanak kampung...huhu....because of that.....I need to (AGAINN) force myself...

begaya siikiitt baaa Maria!!! haiyaaa!!!!!

blog is for reading...

My blog is for reading....

and
I am the author...

whether you like what ive written or not...
it is for you to judge....
u hate? u like?....no worries.....i am still the author of my blog...

U are invited to stalk my blog...anytime u want....

Take nothing especially photos...leave nothing but comments....;p


Ok!
c u when i c u....

demotivate...

I kinda hate my uke rite now....i hate the sound....

I change to new strings....the sound is loud which is good....but a bit noisy for my liking...now i re-string to the original one....but it doesnt sound as nice as how i loved it before...it sounds mellow alright....but still i want it loud!! but not noisy....

Skip this...

Ive lost interest in novels, korean dramas, and love songs..they are just so annoying...they are just a bucnh of stuff which bored me to death...at least these past few months...i bought 2 new books which arent even half read...."mary stay out all night"....u wait till i have time for you...."love songs"...ok at least i still love them the same...

I dont know what interest me anymore....i guess none....

I was bloghopping from one unknown blog to another unknown blog, just to see what i havent see somewhere around the world, and i stumbled upon a blog which is full of craps...of course not for the writer...but I just hate posts which talks alot about love...how love sucksss....and how they rewrite quote about love....bla bla bla...they are definitely living with love and in love...but then they she said love sucks...what do you mean? sudah lah kamu....

Yeah I know....there are ups and downs....but...life...is it all about love?

Love is not a rocket science...they are so simple...but it is so complicated because human being made it complicated...so love is complicated...;p Our feeling is complicated....our emotion made us complicated...

I know it is very important...but...I just hate reading about it...so cheesy, and it gives me goosebump ha ha... thats a first....ha ha...

Id talked alot about love before...but I never get goosebump...i love talking about love...it is so mindblowing...yet nowadays...it gives me goosebump...OMG...theres something wrong with me...Im so weird...

P.s. where have all the magic and sparks gone....

Oh no wonder, its february....

tumblr

I have been trying my best to love tumblr...

with no avail, i failed to love tumblr...

tumblr is for people who doesnt write...but agree with what others think and all they do is just reblog what other reblogged from others blog....

Yeap...and when u could reblog, why bother waste time writing....

the only thing i lyk about tumblr is....the photos...and quotes...other than that...hmmm...none...

Damnnn!

My Blog is ruined....and i dont have time to fix it...

Take 5

...one of the famous boyband back in highschool...

I dont recall them at all...but guess what i found...:p

You may have to click the pictures to read...



I wrote this some time in January 1999, like 11 years ago when i was just in form 2....ha ha...i dont even know how to erase it..O..M..G.....



Guess who else i found....HA HA!...

Some people are just plain mean regardless what life teach them...

And think that they are the best...

Life teach us to be strong not to be mean!

All Men Are Jerks, Until proven otherwise...

They smile to us out of the blue...

Make us smile all day long like silly girls......
Sweet talk to us...
Tell us wonderful stories...
Tell us about his day...
Give us songs...
Make us feel loved...
Make us feel appreciated...
Make us feel heard...
Being there for us when we feel empty... or bored...or when we have nothing else to do...

They make alll the right moves!!

Above all, they make us feel wonderful...inside out...
or maybeee, fooling us into believing that we are special...
or could be we are the one who fools ourselves into believing that...

but the thing is, they are still jerks,
because they confuse us,
who says they are simple homo sapiens....
they arent direct to the point either...

Yet they are always forgiven, by us, because they have proven that whatever things we feel, is for real....

and alot still clueless how to prove themselves...


BUT...

they are two guys who, I think, should never be forgiven, because J.E.R.K is written on their forehead.....and no matter what they do...they are just....*sigh*



they are...



Scott....

For saying ' I made her pregnant.' to Kourtney stepfather, after saying "no one could handle Kourtney."


Taken from here



The winning jerk....

Spencer,
the worst of all jerks so far,
Unbelievable rude to Heidi's Family and friends...

and for being such a hateful person.

And to top it all,
he just doesnt caree....


Taken from here.

Weird people...

Just spit every where he likes...and just rub the floor with his shoes, as if i didnt see....
If only I could smack him.......

Cough...didnt cover his mouth...I just want to kick his ass..

if only I can get away with it...

I hate taking massages from someone who speaks like LRT....longgg messages and very fast and no going backwards...and then no full stops or even commas. and 5 messages in one phrase, nice...

To make it worse, the pronouciation is suckssss...i know im not good either...but at least kasi ada la bah comma and full stop...and when the hp line is not good...triple trouble...die la...

and last time i heard them talking...

bla bla bla 'pacey' bla bla bla...

*conversation pause*.......clearly the other person sedang berfikir 'pacey?'

"pacey, pacey...coca cola pacey".....ooooo, pepsi...

can u imagine howwww difficult life is....

malay chinese or indian?

are you a malay or chinese?

Yesterday i mc-ed...and went to clinic...i dont usually go to clinic if its not because of mcert...so yesterday after i passed my ic to the nurse + clerk...

she asked me... "are u malay, chinese or indian?"

"im a kadazan"

"but we dont have that file..."

then create one, i thought..."u cannot create a new file?" well who am i right?

"Our filing system only have malay chinese, indian and foreign worker...ur definitely not a foreign worker right...bcos u have i.c. ur a malaysian"...with a singsong sound

somehow i had a feeling that she thinks im a foreign worker with an illegal i.c...shite..

yeah definitely not a foreign worker...

"so where do u want me to put ur name...
i put your name under malay?"

"no no"

"so where do u want me to put your name?"...

somehow i think they forgot that sabahan and sarawakian also malaysian...every year when i watch hari merdeka commercials they always involve malay chinese and indian...does kadazan fall under the category of malay...or maybe chinese...indian?...hmmm nope...

well u know i guess because the percentage of malay chinese and indian are the highest in malaysia...so that could be a good reason...who knows...i havent done my research so whatever i say could be wrong...

maybe they should add one more file for 'other malaysian'...

mmm

for the first time in my life...i qualified as a 'chinese'...ya la...chinese la...