Damnnn!

My Blog is ruined....and i dont have time to fix it...

Notes to self

Few more days until i fly home...i am soooo excited...excited to meet the little ones...and the grown ups to...;p...

Hang in there Maria...never give up...never give up hope...whatever that cannot kill u...only make u stronger...

*sigh* problem after problem....this is really not good for me...
Really cannot take it anymore....but i gotta be strong....

okay la...

new year is coming...

i forgot that i havent done my yearly goals and new year resolution yet....like i ever keep track ;p....but its ok...better have something than nothing...

Christmas around the corner

*picture not mine*

next week is christmas...

next week...yeay next Sunday.....

Argghhhh....i only realised that after i said it out loud....and yeay....i even checked the calender to double confirm....

Goodnesss!!..Im broke...and i havent even finish shopping for present....and for my grooming? FORGET about it...ha ha ha...where have all the money gone....must be to the food...and drinks....funny that i lose weight rather than gaining some...but its okay...at least i can eat all i want on christmas day...and days onward...haha....buncit la saja...buncit + kurus...not a pretty sight though....x apa sit up banyak kali or just tarik nafass all day long...ha ha ha....

Neway, just to let the world know that im still alive and kicking...so dont stop visiting my blog okay?...okayy!!

New template

Yeayyy...new template for Christmas...
but i have trouble placing the nuffnang ad ;(...:((

I want to..

...revamp my blog....

from A to Z....everything!

update update

I realized that i didnt update my blog more often than i should...and that I didnt write what i wanted to....because i hate people judging me from what i write....unfortunately that's how it is...

I hate that everytime when i want to write down something, i have to think about what others may say...and that what i write is not appropriate...yeay i like to share inappropriate things like ...how i hate my day...or how i hate today's food...or could be mmore serious than that...all the things that are inappropriate...like how im complaining right noww....when i should be grateful...believe it or not...there are alot of things that i love tooo...i just dont keep it here...due to my busy happy days...:p...

i got so fed up...that i end up not updating anything......and u know what....most of what suppose to be the updates...stay as draft for months...until i decide to delete all...

well...i decided to change my blog address....but havent decide the title yet....maybe later when i find the best name i want...but now let me search in my head first..

Always in my mind...

Owhh...
How I miss my Nephews and my niecess....
soooo muchhh...I cannnott tahann anymore...

*sob sob*
:(

Cherating???

count me innnnnnn....
imm sooo gonna wear bikinii......

hmm

There are a lot of reasons why I want to have my ownnn Laptop...

The obvious one is, it does makes living a better one....

another reason... I can blog all night longgggg....
hmm....since i came here in kl, i didnt get to online alot...alot..but not long enough for me to think of what to blog...haha...

Anyway...last year, i didnt earn alot...compare to last last year....probably just around 10% of what i earned from 2008...saddd...but, i will make it this year...hhaha...and i will join all the competition...Muahaha....u wiill see more of me...u just wait....

bed of roses....nope...

No matter what...
I will not break down...
because i know I am a strong person..

la la la

Nope havent try this one yet...

maybe in the future...

really forgot to book for bouquet of flowers...

Weird people...

Just spit every where he likes...and just rub the floor with his shoes, as if i didnt see....
If only I could smack him.......

Cough...didnt cover his mouth...I just want to kick his ass..

if only I can get away with it...

As u can see...I have changed the background colour to baby bluee....to symbolise Christmas snow...

Didnt get to learn about html or whatever that I can learn to make my blogspot background looks prettier...but for now its kinda okay for me..

If you wonder...

what is The Taste of Independence........


And u ask meee....





I would say....

It tasted Like...
Hot Cup Instant Noodles ... **Curry Flavour** ...

Just got back from Ikea....and i didnt buy anything because alottttttttttt of things need to buy, & havent still....And I already mentally calculated the expenditure....cukup ka ni?

Mcm x...huhu.....Sia mau nangisssss....huhu....kadai mamak sj la ni...huhu...

My goal this december....to be discipline...No more weekday breakfast special....no more coffeee for breakfast...no drink on lunch time....eat bun only....dinner eat maggie everyday...or sambal ikan bilis nasi lemak....no drink...dont eat at all if possible...

FCK!

Confusedd

hmmm? *skeptical*

Hame?

Ham is it?


What the...!!


OoooooOOOooOoOoooo.....

secret revealed?

I finally let a few close friends read my blog, and i believe not everyone of them hv yet to visit =b......and i forgot that one of them had this conversation with me which i posted few mths ago...

Oopsy Daisy!


haha!i think she knew who i was talking about that time...and she was the last person whom i want to tell because she is really closed to this person...and to him, she knowg about this is just a VICTORY for him....~*jelingan maut to him*~...he will definitely insult me...and make me sound like the lowest of the lowest...but no, thats not gonna happen...=bbbb~~

but thinking back...~~ what was i thinking?...it just doesnt matter anymore...its just damn tiring and a waste of time..and y i even waste 2-3 minutes of my life writing a sms to a guy who care not to reply a 'friend' sms...

i get the msg...and stop hoping since then...so im officially over you...

am i still your friend then? haha!!=)

*****

hey hey hey

jumpa lagi

Diving....Diving....Divingg...!!

****
Long time ago, Usagi of Sailormoon used to be my role model...

*sigh* silly mee...

*****

my sis will get her diving license soon...I am sooo jealous right now...

been talking about getting one since last year (or was it last last year??) with my two friends, marie and susi...but we didnt have enough money to just go and get it, and attend the (if im not mistaken)3-days course....so we posponed it.

We have to save money in advance..another thing is all 3 of us didnt know how to swim back then...so we went and took our swimming class...8-hours class..but we didnt finished the whole class...still left 2 or 3 hours i guess...just FYI,u dont have to know how to swim in order to get your diving license...so thats fine with us...we still can get our license...u just have to know how to float, but i think thats not compulsory either...

at first it didnt excite me to get diving license, because swimming with sharks just doesnt excite me, i was scared even to snorkeled at P.Manukan years ago with LK and SG..I was expecting a smiling face shark or shark fin coming toward us...i was totally embarassing...i swam nervously real near to SG maybe almost pulling his hand...i think i have this phobia with the ocean....

Im a Cancerian for goodness sake! Im suppose to be in love with the ocean...weird eh..:(


But I saw alot of pictures taken beautifully underwater...so i decided to go for it anyway...but not yet for now...im out of job....and this is just not the right time...Besides, Marie just got married last december, and i think she is really busy with life alongside with her husband...maybe considering to move to Miri, so chances is she will get her diving license there instead and maybe tutor by her husband...hehe... while Susi...busy with her life...with work...knowing her i think she offers all her time to her career...and diving maybe not her priority right now....so i guess just me and myself alone to take the important action here...its okay...before i go i will definitely tell them and ask them whether they want to join me or not...=b...

Waiting and Minesweeper...

Internet connection are realllll slow these days...gives me headache waiting in front of this monitor...like no life, just waiting waiting waiting...

...waitingggg waitinggg and still waitingggg...

Y do we have to wait for everythinggg?! what a waste of time to wait...does delay gratification have to do somethg with thisss??...dun think so...as far as i know...this is just the internet connection...plus plus other things in life...

I dun want to let my headache control me, so might as well do stg else while waiting...

hve been playing 'Minesweeper' for the lasttt few weeks now...so i think im really good at it...but i still cannot complete the Expert....

My Best Time score so far:
Beginner - 11 seconds
Intermediate - 56 seconds
Expert - still fail to complete

mmm...ya lor...will get better score soon...beat me la...so far only cousin Paul could beat me...but that was a long long time ago.....haha...now i think i broke his score...

Ash Wednesday!!

As u know...
Today is wednesday..
and also Ash Wednesday...
Blessed Ash Wednesday everyone..

am trying my best not to think of KFC right now....
i can literally smell KFC from my imagination....
owhh its hard...but i definitely can do it...

i will be going to church soon...


message from me to you: GO TO CHURCH PEOPLE...its ASH WEDNESDAY...