Aug 30, 2009

about my crown...

Thanks a bunch guys, for keep on visiting my blog & put up with my stupid and lazy updates....here i am trying to update my blog, so far all my posting are still in draft, never made it to the public...sadd..

mmm...now...my topic, is about my crown, haha...

Its been months since i cut my hair, & its been years since i have a nice haircut...the only nice haircut that i ever had was rebonding..and it was not even a hair cut...and of course fringe always helps ...but
ONLY if i straightened my hair, otherwise, it will be another bad hairday throughout the year...knowing every strand of my hairs have a mind of their own....wild and free....lazy hair...stuck looking hair, tense hair....frizzy hair..fallen/runaway hair....weird looking hair....what the heck...

Sooo, next thing im going to do about personal grooming ~ is to make sure my crown look pwetty and cute...and not forgetg, to slowly update my owhh-sooo-ancient-wardrobe...but thats a different story...

but since im quite stress due to my quite boring life atm....I think im gonna go for it....well, as usual, I cut my hair when im stress...once, i cut my hair myself due to some thing that 'of course im not gonna tell', it was like 3 august ago, i cut my own fringe...but it turned out ooookay-la..abit too short though...but this time...let the hair stylist do their job...

the hairstyle? i have a few in mind...but im torn between rebonding and perm, i want both...haha..tamaha...well, gotta ask the hairstylist...thats y i prefer a realll hairstylist who will recommend me to this & that, not just, 'ikut apa miss suka la'' not helping at all....i end up saying "ok la, kasi trim sj la', or 'layer sj la'....mmmm....thats how u spot a pro and an ordinary hairstylist....

i love it when i can say 'cut my hair the way that suit me best, and makes me look more sophisticate, modern, but not that modern, quite classic, makes me look mature, fun but not childlike'......i knowww....confusing...i can be a difficult customer, but whats really important is that the haircut must really suit me, and looks nice, but not very comman...hmmm...and the best thing is, when he/she will reply 'okay, thats not hard to achieve =)' ...yaa, thats the spirit im looking for!

anywayzzz, i hope i look good in short hair....im done with long and straight hair until further notice...i love it when i have longgg and straight hairs....but it could be quite boring when u look like that for 2 good yearssss....

ckp pnya ckp pukul 4 suda....ba good morning to u alll.....

see you in a bit....

Aug 29, 2009

the show ~ this will do for awhile

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but I don't know why

Slow it down, make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
'Cause its to much, yeah its a lot
To be something I'm not

I'm a fool, out of love
'Cause I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down
I know, I've got to let it go

And just enjoy the show

The sun is hot in the sky
Just like a giant spot light
The people follow the signs
And synchronize in time

It's a joke, nobody knows
they've got a ticket to the
show.

Yeah, I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down
I know, I've got to let it go

And just enjoy the show

Just enjoy the show
I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down
I know, I've got to let it go

And just enjoy the show

Just enjoy the show

dum de dum, da dum de dum

and just enjoy the show

da dum de dum, da dum de dum

and just enjoy the show

I want my money back (3x)

Just enjoy the show

I want my money back(x3)

Just enjoy the show

By lenka

Aug 24, 2009

Sometimes,
i dont want to smile...
sometime,
i dont want to talk,
dont want to look at anyone...

i just want to be alone with my own thoughts...

Sometimes i want to be invisible..
but i dont think thats a good idea...

Aug 18, 2009

=b

sorry..

i want to update my blog so muchh...




there...

p/s: this is not spam...

Aug 13, 2009

Dec ooo Dec...

what makes u long for dec?
Cannot waitt...need to hear that bells...

Aug 3, 2009

What shud one do when one is indecisive
dunno...
I love airport...because i love to observe the people that walk out from the arrival door...how they dress...how they look...how they carry their luggage...how they greet their family members.....and the atmosphere is different...bcos u know u r they to wait for someone that u havent seen since mthss ago....

but when u r the one in the plane....the feeling is different..bcos of that i hate airport...especially if u r not going for vacation...but mths of far far awayyy from home...well not far, but enough to get me far away from f&f...I just hate this feeling...


When will they invent a doraemon's famous door? im sure im going to be their firstttt customer to buy one...

Aug 1, 2009

10 things...

...Y i should be happy...

1 away from office
2 awayyy from the hustle and bustle...kind of
3 got to play around with the kids...
4 I can sleep really late
5 can spend more time with the Kutai Clan
6 got to celebrate birthdays
7 can meet friendss
8 can meet cousins
9 can sleep on my bed
10 can go kai kai at Karamunsing

today i only have 20 hours? not enough time, i want more...