HAPPY belated HALLOWEEN

Hello World...

Today is Halloween...another excuse to blog...ooo...oopss...one hour passed after halloween
Well...Without failing....I would like to say HAPPY belated HALLOWEEN to all....

I wonder what would I wear if we celebrate Halloween down here in KK...
let me google a nice and scary costume first.....

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Here u go...hahaha!!!easy costume and u can always d-i-y....hehe...
but i really dont want to be the bad guy...

so maybe I choose to be Hermione instead....
it would be fun to be hermione for halloween...


Have a nicee day everyone....=)

hello there...

Gardening has been my favorite things to do ever since I was still in primary school or maybe younger...I dont have wide knowledge in this field....but I like it anyway...haha

So consider this as an introduction for my new topic....Gardening....I have no idea when I will ever update about this topic but I hope I will sometime in the near future...

=b....cis

"I don't know whether some of you already read this post or not...hehe..yesterday sy terpublish...not yet finish dude....and then I have to delete...and when I wanted to publish it trus ada problem sma connection....damn...So mind you this post should be posted yesterday..."

(((( FYI, I Still havent check the result yet, due to the connection problem...))))

Went for Late lunch at Damai...
Since we were in Damai why not singgah beli nombor kan....I am not a kaki Nombor...but buli la kadang2...( me? beli numbur?... as usual if i tell this to my friends they never fail to laugh...itu pun hairan kan?? hehe)

So I bought rm1 mega 6/52...and rm2 for 4d...well...now...i haven't check the result yet...am forcing myself not to check until i complete this blog...

SOOOO....since sy ada beli...there is a probability that i will be a millionaire tomorrow....thats not a small amount of money ($o$)...SO IF I WIN....many ppl will ask me....What would you do with the rm20m for YOURSELF..... "owh..you mean for myself is it?....heehee"~this is what i want ppl to ask me...~
First of all....I will invest some of the money..i dun know much about investment...so i will seek advise...
2ndly....I will save for my education...at least rm2m, (that include daily expenses)...is that enough??
3rdly....I want to buy a house....a nice house...to rent it...at least i still have passive income...
I will give my family the rest of the money...well if im rich my family will be rich as well...so no worry...
next ...prudential....sad i dun have one...do i get myself into trouble if i tell this... x la ..i dun think so...
..save for future tour to Paris...Venise......semua la....and for my DREAM Wedding...
....errrr.......what else??
owhh...then i want to buy a Canon or Sony Digital camera...and Toshiba Laptop...and Bookksss....buy a car....YUHUUUU


O.M.G. tamaha suda sia...I will do charity juga ba....eee bagus juga sia ni,kunun la....sy rasa overbudget suda..biar la...
I dun think I win....thats y sia pandai cakap sj...hahah....so now Im going to check the result..........will let you know kalau2 sy entitle millionaire suda ka blum...

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OK NOT A MILLIONAIRE YET ...

30 second to mars

The Kill This is their first song that i first fell in love with ~Jared Leto.../forgive me couldn't help it.../~when i first fell in love with their music... From Yesterday Sorry...the first few minutes movie scene was cut short...but that will not matter right, because it's not really important anyway, Jared Leto is not in yet...So no worries...but u still can find it in youtube if u insist...which i think u wont bother... Attack Kind of fell in love with jared leto anndddd the music all over again...though lot of edited scene, thats wat makes the video unique... A Beautiful Lie This one...breathtaking.....I love them then And I still love them now...
This blog is simply to say that I LOVE Jared Leto....
I love 30 second to mars...

*satisfied-sigh*

Love...as said by these people...

Love isn't a decision. It's a feeling. If we could decide who we loved, it would be much simpler, but much less magical.
Trey Parker and Matt Stone, South Park, Chef Aid, 1998

Life's greatest happiness is to be convinced we are loved.

Victor Hugo (1802 - 1885), Les Miserables, 1862

No one can understand love who has not experienced infatuation. And no one can understand infatuation, no matter how many times he has experienced it. Mignon McLaughlin, The Neurotic's Notebook, 1960

Will you love me in December as you do in May, Will you love me in the good old fashioned way? When my hair has all turned gray, Will you kiss me then and say, That you love me in December as you do in May?
~James J. Walker


Loving is never a waste of time. ~Astrid Alauda

Life only starts when love comes. ~From the movie Bill of Divorcement, 1932

You learn to like someone when you find out what makes them laugh, but you can never truly love someone until you find out what makes them cry.
~Author Unknown

At the touch of love, everyone becomes a poet. ~Plato

It's so easy to fall in love but hard to find someone who will catch you.
~Author Unknown

It's easier if I can let go of this Love which may never be mine...Everyone knows that Love is hard to get rid off... ~Unknown

Can you see that Im in Love...You makes me feel sad and lonely when you are not around. ~Unknown


The greatest pain that comes from love, Is loving someone you can never have. ~ Author Unknown


Stupid Love makes me think too much ...I almost lost my mind...too much love makes my head spinning...Not that I dont want lov e ...it just where too much...Like when u drink too much water, u got drunk and u feel like throwing out....owwhh its alittle bit like that....damn.....Okay I talk noncense.....I should be in peace...and aliveeee ...haha...=)

...poverty...the caused?

Its ironic that we spend money to thing that is not really important to impress people that doesnt really matter...while many human being around the world especially in Africa don't even have a penny to buy food for themselves and their children...and they have no place to call home... every food is like another day to live and we....who lives in comfort throw any leftover...and we dun even care to save it for tomorrow...and i am ashamed to say that i am one of them....sad...we are aware of this but never do anything about it...

This is not just about the people who starved to death.. or the people who are infected with diseases...but also to the people who were sold(human trafficking is another human kind creative mind to earn millions dollar for their own benefit while thousands people or maybe more suffers) ....to the people who are raped....who are abused.....ABOVE ALL to all people who suffers...

Its been going on for years ..I believe there's room for improvement ...but so far, it remains stagnant...Maybe its time to take a new approach to this matter...But who am i to say that out loud when im alone never do anything....You can say im coward...or im hypocrite...or whatever u may like....but what is your action....none?

So we're even....

P.S. When you think you have a big problem....or when you think you are the saddest person in the world...Remind yourself that you have not been to the whole world yet....there are more people who suffers greater than you...and who wish for things you have that they dont even dare to dream to have....

P.S. I LOVE YOU

Read...Watched...Lovedd it....

The movie based on The fiction novel "PS I LOVE YOU" written by Cecelia Ahern....

The first time I laid my hand on this book... couldnt let go of this book....I just couldnt wait what will happen next.... and whats the next mission is...

The movie was slightly different...but still get 2 thumbs up from me...

Its so damn romantic and sad that U just hate Gerry for dying so young and leaving her alone, it broke my heart seeing her losing her direction in life until she got a mail from GERRY...arghhh...surprise surprise....

Damn! Im so in love with Gerard Butler...I AM SOOO IN LOVE with Gerard Butler that I cannot imagine how much LOVE could Holly"Hilary Swank'had for him.....

WATCH THISSSS.....U SHOULDDDD.....
Though...sometimes ada juga part boring....well...somehow there are forgiven...overall i heart this movie ...

P.S. I LOVE YOU

XOX Maria

Maid of Honor

They have been best friend for 10 years since the day that Tom mistakenly getting into bed with Hannah which he thought was 'Monica' (Hannah's roommate which the script writer didnt include her name)....when Hannah went to Scotland for 6 Sundays .. Tom feels that somethin was not quite right w/out Hannah...And he realised that Hannah is more than just a best friend for him...so he decided to tell Hannah about this feeling of his...

But when she returned from Scotland ...she brought herself a fiance...and then to add salt to his injury...she asked him to be her maid of honor...so most people assumed that he was gayy...

Okay...U just have to watch this.... quite funny and romantic...besides.....Some of the scene was taken in Scotland.....U just have to see Scotland .....knowing that scotland have a picturesque scenery....falling in love in Scotland is like fairy tales come true....

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I like this movie...

At this period of time..when recession is hitting Malaysia if not this year maybe next year...im not sure whether i can do what im planning to do...Lets wish for the best...Pray...and hope that everything will turn out okayyy....and have faith...

P/s- No matter what you do....there will always be an obstacle to stop you from doing what you want to do...But with strong determination....most of the time you will get wherever destination you wished to go......I hope I am one of hundred millions who will get to the destination where i wished to go....and i believe and force myself to believe that i will get there ..I CAN...!!!

~. Chia You!!! Chia You!!! .~

About Love...or whatsoever u think this tag is about...

Have no idea whatsoever to blog...so i do this tag instead...tag by nyonyok

[01] Do you ever wonder what your ex is up to?
- never..

[02] Have you ever been given roses?
- nope.... sad but true

[03] What is your all-time favorite romance movie?
- Serendipity

[04] Had a Long Distance Relationship?
- nope

[05] Do you believe in this saying-What goes around comes around?
- Nope...but i think sometimes its true

[06] Do you want to get married?
- yeap but not yet

[07] How many kids do you want to have?
- well ... i hve no idea

[08] Whats your favorite color(s)?
- White

[09] Who was the last person you held hands with?
- no one

[10] Do you believe in love at first sight?
- not really

[11] Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
- yeap

[12] At what age did you start noticing the opposite gender?
- in kindergarden...budak2 kann

[13] Do you like anyone?
- yes...

[14] Do you know someone who likes you?
- i think so

[15] Do you love anyone?
- ya

[16] Do they know you like/love them?
- no idea , maybe

[17] Why did you and your most recent ex break up?
- simply because im not in love...

[18] When did you two last speak to one another?
- its been along time ago

[19] Would you get back together with your ex?
- Nope

[20] What comes to your mind when you think of love?
- think of the person i love

[21] Is there anyone who knows you inside and out?
- God the only one who knows me inside out

[22] Tag anyone?
- Inden and willie

Just another Sunday

Didnt go to church this morning..sent my dad's phone at pusat kbudayaan(he forgot his hp)...then went to early lunch..or should i call it brunch since it was before 12pm and after 9...was it? aiii.....

Anyway....After me and my mum had brunch some where in luyang(Kadai Cina just beside Salim Curry House)... went off to Lido Pasar....and helped my mom shopped for the kitchen....hehe... actually i just helped my mom to carry all the ikan2 and the poultry2...and the vege2...okay at least i did helped my mum to pick some ikan....i did learned how to choose a fresh ikan...so after that my mom went to beli nombor...hehe...me as usual ikut2...try my luck.... (just now I checked stc 4d result ... unfortunately no luck .. damn...i should think more about numbers nowadays...so that i dreeam about numbers...and maybe i finally have some story to share...)

So after that ...asked my mom to drop me at karamunsing...kai kai around karamunsing for awhile...got sms from lucien....met him there...and we headed to Classic... So I have no plan whatsoever hairstyle that i want....i know that I wanted to color my hair....but have to depend on how much budget that i have that time....

so at Classic...asked the hairdresser about the cost and so on....I said I want to cut( RM26) my hair...w/out making my hair short(hahah budu...ada ka gitu)... and asked about hairtreatment and color my hair it cost RM65 + RM200!!!...damn so I have to switch my plan...so I decided to color my hair next month....so much for looking good huh....(I MUST color my hair next month!)
saw one nice hairstyle in one of their mag and decided to cut just like that...in 5 minutessss ....DONE...!!! he started to blow my hair...."is that it???" for RM26...so he asked whether im satisfied with my hair...of course was not...what i saw... was my old hair....nothing seems to change....so i asked him to make it slightly different...so he recommended to cut my fringe short and asked my permission...so in doubt i said " ngam bah kan?" ..then he replied"ngam bah kau kiut..".and there I smile feeling so cute... damnnnn i was so proud of myself...and was so vainnn *prasan*...okay maybe skill marketing bah tu...saddd....lepas gunting and treatment... siap...bayar....keluar ...and lucien commented...."sama juga tu" .......-_-S......dia fikir mura ka sia bayar... ..okay its okay...anyway i thought this was another bad haircut that i got.....damn...

so as we walked ...just walked with no direction....there i saw jack my colleague walking straight to where i was walkin g....OMG OMG.... My hair.... my hair....BIDA BIDA....damn....so i quickly walked the other side beside Lucien...(I think he saw me ...maybe he saw me trying to avoid himm....hahah...so he pretended not to see me.... sorry jack..not what i intended to do....I just feel soooooo ashamed of my hair...haha..budu.... OR maybe he didnt saw me at all...=b...hehe=))so..as i walked passed some mirror ... had a glimpse of my hair...not that baddd....so my self-esteem recovered....

So after that went to find a 4G pendrive...saw stephen...talked with him....stephen promoted his digi postpaid or whatever to lucien...and i went round and round searching for cheap pendrive....the cheapest that i could find .. RM29....I was sooo lucky...

Then had another late lunch... kfc lagi tu....blanja luciennnn...and then went to kbox after accompany dia p smoke...ni budak arrr...sang 4 songs...then off we go....lucien to bb cafe and me home sweet home..... guess what...bus full....shootttt.....i waited until slightly over 6...only reached home at slightly before 7...THANK GOODNESS..Im alive.....I was scaredddd that time.. scared of walking aloneeeee ESPECIALLY when its dark...but I have to cook....I need to be at home on time ...I dun want to wait another bus...and i dun wan to use taxi bcos i know its going to be expensive...because i doubt my safety as well...

home....cooked...Have a bowl of soup for dinner...

And here I am typing this blog...this nothing-much-blog....I know no one will read this ...but its okay....I will read this some time in the future.... for my memory sack...its good to flash back....


p/s ~ *sigh* i resigned,,, Im happy yet sad to leave BET...

Whats So Great About Tattoo...I have no idea...

I have this urge to make a tattoo for myself...

And I wish to design my own tattoo....so that no one can copyrite... ^.^

too bad i have no idea what ..roses?? butterflies??starss??? common i must say...most people make the same tattoo...only different design...

I wished to have a sexy....elegant and meaningful tattoo...apa la???

Those are the reason why i havent got any tattooo...besidessss....I dont have enough money to waste..haha....And I need to consider where I want to make it..at shoulder? my back? my. . . ...haha.... okay...and 'who' to do it for me....I only know 2 ppl who make tattoo...Ryan and Herman...and the price....Im sure its going to be RM300 over...

Hmmm....Guess I have to think more about it before I go and do some damage on my body by drawing tattoo on me....

One-sided conversation

Sandra: How was your day?
Larry: Okay.
Sandra: What happened?
Larry: The usual.
Sandra : What do you feel like doing this weekend?
Larry: I don't care. What do you want to do?
Sandra: Do you want to invite our friends over?
Larry : I don't know...Do you know where the TV schedule?
Sandra : (upset) Why don't you talk to me?
Larry: (Stunned and silent.)
Sandra: Do you love me ?
Larry : Of course I love you. I married you.
Sandra: How could you love me? We never talk anymore . How can you just sit there an dsay nothing. Don 't you care?

~At this point, Larry would get up and go for a walk. When he came back he would act as if nothing had happened.~

I took the trouble to copy this from "Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus. "by John Gray.

I believe that every women, involved in a one-sided conversation at least once in their live.... or maybe twice or possibly more than two times....

It doesnt have to be with your husband...but with any guy....
But right now...im focusing the 1-sided conversation btwn you and the one that u kind-of-like or admire...the one that u want to have relationship with...hahaha..

Anyway....As said by John.."When a man is pulling away is not the time to talk or to get closer. Let him pull away. After sometime he will return. He will appear loving and supportive and will act as though nothing has happened. This is the time to talk."

Sometimes I wondered why they dun give more effort to make a conversation fun...because as far as i know....they are the one that started the conversation(okay sometimes)...but when u are starting to get into the conversation....they pull away...sometimes...they just cut or stop the conversation without any sign of goodbye, sometimes u just have to rush what u want to say because if u talk slowly then he wont hear what u have to say and other may caught u talking to no one...and believe me....its embarrassing... another way of how to make a girl feels rejected...

Okay ...maybe there have a lot going on in their mind...billss... money...car....what ever it is, hey doest mean u have to treat us that way...

Homework

do your homework ppl...u've been tagged

RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whomthey were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

Tagged by NEHTA

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?

= confront him an dif i cannot forgive..then i leave...so that one day i can forgive him....

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?

= successful in life

3. What's you planning for this year's X'mas?

= to relaxxxx....travelling...hehe aaron's and cathy's wedding

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?

= invest...buy a hse...buy a car...further study...

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?

= tinguk la

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?

= it takes two to tango.....as said by marie over and over again....hehe

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?

= i dont want to wait...but somehow, i find myself waiting...

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?

= try my best to stop hoping

9. If you like to act with someone, who will it be?

= ashton kutcher

10. Do u be lieve in love?

= yes.

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?

= successful

12. What’s your fear?

= the unknown,

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?

= strong

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?

= hmm...hard to choose.....i just want to be happy

15. What’s the first thing you do when you wake up?

= take a bath

16. Would you give all in a relationship?

= i will try...but depends la

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?

= the one who i cannot stop thinking...or could not live w/out

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?

= depends

19.Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?

= as long as im happy

20.List 6 people to tag

= inden ...willie...unda..

hee...only manage to tag 3 ppl....hehe