New year is coming....the year of arts...

Okay blame Instagram for my longing to explore arts....its been like years since I even think of drawing...such a waste....

Will be posting more about random arts....some time next year, lets hope this motivation aka desire wont die on me before it even started.

Day 4: Idea of perfect date

I have no idea what kind of perfect date is perfect...

But what I can say is...a perfect date is when I get to spend time with the person I love, without feeling awkward....It could be anywhere anytime ...most important is, the conversation is suppose to flow like water, regardlless of what it is about...otherwise, no matter how beautiful the place... no matter how the time is right....bad conversation is always spoiler of  a perfect date...

I guess when you could reach your partner easily, everything will go with the flow...

I had my time of my life if I could reach to my love one and make him laugh with my silly jokes which always fell flat with alot of people...yeap i myself confess that I am a horrible joker....

so thatsss my perfect date...simple...but iin reality, very complicated...thatss what i thought...;p

And anything additional will make it more memorable :)

Selamat Hari Raya :)

Its Sunday!!

Selamat Hari Raya to all my moslem relatives and friends...Please go easy on the Rendang and Lemang...easy easy, tapao for me....:p...Maaf Zahir dan Batin if ive offended any of you.

And to the rest of the world who is not celebrating....Happy Holiday lor....I know some of you guys go cuti2 malaysia, will be waiting for pictures....and to those who is visiting the celebrants....ba control...nanti gumuk...

ciao...

MK

The Dark Knight Rises

Frankly saying, I used to think that Batman is boring...I changed my mind when Heath Ledger was in the picture....And my opinion, his character shines more than the batman himself.....And I felt so devastated when he passed away....Somehow....The Dark Knight will never rise again....it wont be the same again for Batman, without Heath Ledger...but then again, i wonder, why not? Heath Ledger is not Batman, he is... was the joker....

And then years after Heath Ledger death.....The Dark Knight making a come back....though the Dark Knight Rises has nothing to do with Heath Ledger anymore.....i still feel that a part of Batman is missing....I thought It wont be as good as before....

Turns out that I was wrong......so wrong indeed.... And guess what ...The Dark Knight Rises is superb....and I want to watch it again....

And Bravo Christian Bale....now I want to marry you.....you are no longer forgettable....:p....

plus, I have a crush on Joseph Gordon-Levitt.....(for now)....

Guyysss....lets watch it again!!!!

So Here's my rate: 8.5/10

During kaamatan

I know...i knowww.....

Its old story...but guess what...im gonna share it anyway....

Went to KDCA to celebrate Kaamatan...its been a long time since ive been to KDCA.....even though we didnt get to go inside the hall and see the Unduk Ngadau...guess outside was just as interesting as whats happening inside the hall....though Unduk Ngadau is the highlight(kinda) of Kaamatan...u still get to see the result in facebook...so its win2 situation...

So here's the entrance gate if u still wondering....

And we were taking picture with the only Karabaus we could find...and there were fake....

The one thing that caught our eyes...BAKAS....RM10.00...

We bought RM20....and it didnt taste like bakas and the portion was small...I think I should just pay rm5...

Didnt get to show all the pictures...but above u can see there were alot of small canopies which sell different different things...

I enjoyed the day...even though i have to wait for the vogok for a long time....Oh well...at least this year I didnt missed Kaamatan...

And here i come again

Just realised that I havent post any blog since April...

Its good to be back again....

And again, soon after I try to think about what to blog, writers block starting to attack my brain...oh well.....Im playing Slotomania while trying to think about what to write....its not like im desperate to update my blog....but i feel the need to...

Well what happened recently...well nothing much,,.really....life's a bore....ha ha...nope...will update in different post...cos i need to sleep soon...cos tomorrow im working....damn...

My recent pastime

My recent activity includes.... simple photo edit....which made simple by using

below app for android....:p

Which I am soooo obsesss with at the moment, whereby I snap whatever that i thought interesting so that I can edit and play with PicsArt Photo Studio....its so fun that I even forgot to eat.....

love it....

See here's how i got my profile picture....I know its not exactly a work of artt....

since it only involved few unconscious clicks... :p hehe...

but if I use photoshop...I will never get satisfying result closed to this....

And one more thing.....say bubye to youtube and hellloooo to soundcloud....

Who wants to put ugly video in youtube anyway....

argg....wait wait....

dont sue me....I love youtube too...

sorry no records yet....:p even soundcloud cannot save me..

just updating ....

Playing with simple photoshop...

was trying to pull off a vampire icy cold skin with supposed to be red velvet lips....

...failed....

instead, this was all i got...quite ok...ifff u have no idea what i was trying to achieve...:p

till then

Ambuyat a.k.a Nantung

Finally, after years of cravings...:p

went to my grandmother house...apparently, my cousin, like me, also had been craving for ambuyat a.k.a nantung....

*picture courtesy of Stoney M*

If you're wondering what ambuyat is....err...i dont know about its history....but when I googled it...it is actually a traditional dish of the bisaya brunei ethnic. ;p...yeap this is new info for me...

No. 5 is the so-called ambuyat....or also known by the local here as 'Nantung'...

It has a sticky texture......almost like glue porridge except that its not glue ;p...ambuyat is made from sago rumbia...

U can buy sago rumbia in ur local pasar/tamu...usually it will be in a seethrough plastic...and the sago will be compressed and looks like below picture...

(picture not mine)

The locals here always prepare ambuyat and served it with sour fish soup + EXTRA HOT CHILLY SAMBAL with Belacan(shrimp paste)....

hmm...

Since it was my cousin who prepared the dishes, I didnt take any pictures, so I will most probably do this in the future for my blog... ;p...

p.s. just for your curiosity about the numbered picture....No. 1 is EXTRA hot chilli sambal with belacan...while No.2 is Seaweed ....dip with No.4 (Chillies with alot of Lime juice)....and No.3. Sour fish soup...

and that was our dinner...

reading is fun ;p

I am currently reading ...

...THE HUNGER GAMES...

Love the movie...but heard the books are superb....well of course....obviously...

I havent finish reading this book yet....but my brother is also reading this book....so guys...dont worry...especially those self proclaim real man....its very safe for you to read this book, u wont look sissy...this is not 'twilight' :p

what ive done so far...

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when i was in KL, i misseddd doing alottttt of outdoor activities....and one of them was gardening...

i missed how i messed up and discovered new things during gardening...with my mom's garden...

not that i couldnt do it while i was in KL....I just found lotts of excuses why i shouldn't....

now im back...so im planning to do alot of outdoor activities while im still in the spirit to do so...:p

above picture: if u are into gardening, i believe you will recognise what Id planted...My father's friend gave us durians...which happened to have small and thin seeds with thick flesh....and the taste of the flesh was just nice...almost heaven...:p

Since the rest of the seeds were quite thin and were unable to germinate....so only left 2 seeds which were slightly bigger and thicker than the rest....What I did before the germinating part....I just washed the seeds clean and wrapped it with moist cotton..and put it inside a fully covered plastic container....(err...to avoid tiny flies .. aka midges?~i guess from coming near :p)...but believe me...the seeds will germinate anyway without care...well, i must say thats the easy part....

The difficult part is to wait for the next 10 years and then some~for the sapling to survive...

above picture: was not planned....my bro have a new hobby...im glad....now i have more helping hands....and that day he came out with a brilliant idea...well...he suggested to use the broken bed headboard(with 3 small compartments) as a flower pot....we...planted alot of chillies seeds(will be moved), pumpkin seeds(already moved to another place...because it needs wider space to grow), corianders aka cilantro( or it could be parsley...im not sure...for me it looks almost the same....)...and one sprouted shallot(tryyy sj)...haha!

i make sure alll the seeds dried out before planting...thats all...

for the coriander (or maybe parsley), we took the uncut corrianders roots straight from the one bought from pasar mainly for cooking....cut the roots part...for about 1 to 1.5inch up ....make sure to leave some tiny leaves....and wala...just find a good compost and put some fertilizer(my bro insisted to put some..:p) and water....

im happy with my garden activities...

so far so good...

Now we're planning to plant cherry tomatoes and white/albino chillies...tryy sj....:p

Day 3 - My Recent Activity

Activity ::: Jogging :::

With ::: Nicole :::

Time ::: 630pm :::

Venue ::: Sport Complex Likas :::

Reached said location quite late...it was already dark...but...we just wanted to make it happen this time...we jogged for 2 rounds...it was raining at the last part of 2nd round...I cant believe we were not the last one jogging....ha ha....I guess some people just too discipline...

I dont really need to exercise, since I am already skinny and frail(not exactly)...said everyonee...thanks to my appetite and my moodswing...losing weight is just a piece of cake at the moment....gonna embrace this hormon til it lasts...

but since I am feeling so tired and weak most of the time...I decided to go for a jog whenever I have a chance...and to clear my clutterd mind :p...and to be awaayyyy from this computer for few hours...plus to build some muscle....

I dont think I need to gain/(loss) weight...I just need to maintain and live a more healthy life...

till then y'all...

Guess what...

I dyed my hair...

and guess what....My hair is still black with a few faint of supposed-to-be-dark-honey color, which makes my hair looks damage rather than alivee with color....

next time round i'll color it with bright color....just to make sure the color really sips into my hairstrain....maybe something like carrot pink....ha ha!...as if Im daring enough to make such drastic changes....

one thing learned...never be afraid of the changes that you want to do in your life....just do it....of course it will not be easy...be thankful that you have the courage to make the changes or even thinking about the changes you want in your life...whatever it is...U can do it....and hey guys....never give up....oh ya...and no regrets...

Have a lovely Valentine's day

It's Valentine's Day...

Despite the controversy about Valentine's day....many still celebrate Valentine's Day...

Purely to celebrate one love toward one another...to remind us how special we are...and when one love is pure and true...there would be no discrimination....

It is the perfect day to do something special..

It is the perfect day to profess your feeling...

...the perfect day to sing that original love song...

...the perfect day to buy a flower...

...the perfect day to plan a date...

......perfect day to buy a bracelet...

......perfect day to propose...

It is the perfect day to be hopeless romantic...without feeling guilty...

Because St. Valentine's gives us an excuse to share what the world needs.... LOVE....

P.S. Love is just a dream, unless you share it with someone...better yet with some one special....

Whitney Houston

Growing up, Whitney Houston was one of my favourite singer....alongside with Mariah Carey and Celine Dion...

Years gone by....even without saying it...I still love most of her songs...even though she had been struggling with drugs, and failed to recover, I never stop loving her songs....for her music touches my heart and soul every time....

At 48, Whitney Houston passed away...it's not a shock, knowing she has been in a battle with drugs for so longg now....but it is such a devastated news that this talented person wont be around singing her song and make us cry anymore...

Your song will always be in our heart and mind,

You will always be missed Whitney Houston, May your soul rest in peace...

Cancerian in 2012

Cancer Woman Horoscope:

General

Cancer is the sign which is much closed link with family and home, it holds a physically powerful friendship with mother. Alternatively if we go on their previous stages of time are strong, cheerful and glowing founded. Once healed from any earlier life unhappy or painful experiences, the Cancer woman can grow to be a excellent donor of support and moving strength to all and everyone around her. The Cancer woman is a natural collector in life.

Money & Finances

Cancer woman will be liable to accumulate and take care with her finance and money. Cancer woman is very suspicious and rather cheap when it comes to her financial possessions. Cancer woman will be fairly charitable for money and finance.

Love

In her affairs, Cancer woman is very confidential, delicate, personal, loving, moderate, and exceptionally intimate. Once this Cancer woman has prearranged her heart then her promise to the connection tends to be whole.

Personal Relationships

Cancer woman has an unfathomable internal world, a world overflowing with significant concern. Cancer woman is extremely true to life and giving lover, but at times she can become pretty illogical and changeable and on these occasions the best path of action is to let her be alone until such mood swings pass.

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Cancerians, get ready for the year full of activities, projects, actions of all sorts. You will have influence of Uranus which will bring in new projects and new hopes. Your time of monotonous will come to an end. You will be able to get more knowledge predicts Cancer Horoscope 2012. You will be able to compromise in a more feasible way. When it comes to work, you will be able to profit more this year professionally when it is compared to last year. The temper will slow down when compared to last year as the planetary influences is high which brings you more serenity. You may even revise or go for a change of career which will help you to inprove in your evolution.

When it comes to love life, it will be more intense than the previous year. If you have unsolved questions, it will give the right answer this year. You will come across lot of fundamental awakening in the coming months. You will be able to face any hardships this year. All your frustrations in the last year will help you to achieve more. You will be able to show your partner what it requires to improve the relation or take it to the next level as per Cancer Horoscope 2012.

Financial condition will improve drastically. So far the finance may not have bought you happiness. 2012 is a year full of money for the Cancerians.

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p.s. all pictures are not mine...

::: why being a cancerian is not easy....

because cancerian is extremely emotional, very sensitive...loving and hoping for returns....

very generous when in need...yet the most cheap....very careful with what they spend their money with...generous to certain people but not to some...

great lover...but can be very clingy too...

terrible moodswing...can be happy and sad the next minute....

most of the time, cancerians prefer to be awaaaayyyy from everything except for their own mind...

very attach with their own world...family person...alwayyysss homesick......

worrisome.....

theres always walls around this person....

you will never know what they really think about....

very ambitious...

Revengeful, never forget, yet feels guilty all the timeee...

Overflowing with emptiness...

Feels lonely even in a crowd...

et cetera.

Hello guys :)

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEARR!!!

Was supposed to update my blog yesterday...but half part of my Laptop kena hujan yesterday...due to unpredictable weather....haishh...so I have to tahan hati and not switch on my laptop yesterday....Nasib ada hair-dryer.....And was thinking to put inside the rice bucket...just in casee....but...i figured kali karing sudaa....:p....desperate to go online...:p

Never again I leave my laptop near the window while I am not aroundd.....speaking about my laptop....My laptop alwaayyssss get stuck...walaupun bulum panas.......yesterday pacah record(before the incident yg kna hujan)...

Maybe I opened too many tabs..:p.

mmm..do you think Apple is better than Windows....last time I used apple...I didnt like it...because I didnt like the mouse....that simple little thing changed my mind about Apple....but who knows....Sometimes in order to love something...you have to really get to know about them...before deciding you really dont like it....but for now....I prefer Windows...

p.s. still hunting job....

One day David Nicholls (feedback)

Remember about the book I started reading back in October 2011? One Day by David Nicholls

Just like the other books...I didnt finish it.....again.....

what happened? apparently Ive watched the movie before I finish the book~a major mistake while reading the book~....and get very very shocked and dissapointed!!! No im not saying the linestory is sucks....its just that I really have no clue that it will be like that....

They got alot of special moments...but the girl just messed up alot....and let the moment passed.......i want to knock her head e-ve-ry time....

moral of the story...if u know it and u want it....go get it....

but....its easier said than done, i know that too....hu hu...

Safe and sound

I think this is one of the best of Taylor swift....most meaningful from the rest....no offence...but I love beyonce more than TS before....but right now they stand in par...just because of this song :p...at least forrr 'x' period of time......and in different genre though...vocally...beyonce is better....live or not...but its very hard to deny this...TS composed alot of beautiful songs...thumbs up TS...

Its very hard not to love this song....but it hurts my feeling alot...(though it has different meaning from whats in my mind...which also means....this song reminds me of what lies deep inside my heart)

sometimes...no matter how safe and sound and that 'I' will be 'alright'...sometimes...i think 'not feeling alright' is better than feeling 'alright'...

Maybe the 'heart' is still 'HOPING'...'WAITING' in vain...'HOPING'...'willingly, foolishly'...

I dont wanna feel alright....how negative can one be? owh I hate...but sometimes its bigger than me...

i will never forget...

i can't never forget...

Mission Statement

My Mission Statement for the year of 2012

Self Growth: Attitude, Public Speaking, Grooming, to achieve all my goals/2012 resolutions;

Career: Accounts or hobbies;

Money: Saving, Investment;

Love: Family, Relationship;

Travelling: to places I want to go...; and

To be open in whatever adversities that comes along...

Day 2, A photo of you and your family

:p

this is a picture of me and my family...from my grandmother and grandfather downline....