=)

Merry Christmas all...

My Favourite Chefs...♥♥♥

Back at home...I used to be one of the cook...and Oh U have no idea how I despise cooking...even to think about cooking makes me sick and tired...oo u know y...i dont know how to cook so...i cannot just cook fried eggs or maggie soup aka sup tarajun whenever its my turn...org kata x kretiviti langsung...


And now, after watching too many cooking show...I can say I lurrvveee cooking...but of course I believe this is just a temporary mood....because once im back to the kitchen i will hate it all over again...I just hate to think and plan what to cook especially when i cannot cook what i want to...its just frustrating...and all I can cook is...*sigh* the same recipe over and over again...but if u ask a pro..the chef with the big white head...I will say...they will always come out with a new recipe...Neway, these are the people who makes me drooling ~,~ every time watching them working in the kitchen....

♥ Jamie Oliver ♥, if only he is still single...who knows...hahah...im so pathetic...

~Source~

What I love about him is that...he justttt love using lotsa lotsa lotsssa herbs and spices in whatever he is cookinggg....and lotttssa cheeseeeeessss.....yummiliciousss..

& i just cannot help but to wait for his unconscious reactions, if u really observe every movement he made, u 'll notice him scratchin' his head or diggin' his ear with his finger while marinating the poultry or whatever he's doing....but u dont see that alot anymore with his new show...haha..too badd..

OOOooo and I love his garden....soooo cute...=)

~Source~

i would have thought ♥ Michael Smith ♥ is some famous musician with that curly hair and veryyy handsome voice of him...haha...who doesnt love a man who can prepare great breakfast and dinner right?U should see his house....sooo niceeee...on a hill near the ocean....what an amazing place....And he have a pantry full of dried spices and herbs....like some sort of spices and herbs library...OOO i like that very muchhh^.^...



Lastly,

~source~

♥ Bobby Chinn ♥ ...
I love him purely becauuuseeee....
he is just so cuteee, sooo gorgeous....u know i love ur food too=)

and the best part is ...he is stilll single...(right?..right?..tell me he is...he looks single to me)

Since the first two are married...Dearrr Lord U know exactly whats in my mind...


Nothing is impossible...
~_~Mm!...
Gambateh! ~.~

Britanny Murphy dead at 32...

I was sooo surprisedd when I read the yahoo headline...

Yet another one of our favorite actress gone too soon...

Avatar really good huh?

Cannot wait to watch this one...

Weird people...

Just spit every where he likes...and just rub the floor with his shoes, as if i didnt see....
If only I could smack him.......

Cough...didnt cover his mouth...I just want to kick his ass..

if only I can get away with it...

As u can see...I have changed the background colour to baby bluee....to symbolise Christmas snow...

Didnt get to learn about html or whatever that I can learn to make my blogspot background looks prettier...but for now its kinda okay for me..

Afraid of what

Being away from home makes me feel homesick everyday...
so i decided to write more about the past...it feels closer to home...
of course i will talk alot about the present...and occassionally about the future...

But now I need to do something else first...

But I dont know how...

Im jussttt toooo afraid...

I always feel Im not good enough...to everyone...
sometimes i think i am being tooo hard on myself...
but i couldnt control this emotion that slowly lurking into my life...

What am i sooo afraid of ?

If you wonder...

what is The Taste of Independence........


And u ask meee....





I would say....

It tasted Like...
Hot Cup Instant Noodles ... **Curry Flavour** ...

Just got back from Ikea....and i didnt buy anything because alottttttttttt of things need to buy, & havent still....And I already mentally calculated the expenditure....cukup ka ni?

Mcm x...huhu.....Sia mau nangisssss....huhu....kadai mamak sj la ni...huhu...

My goal this december....to be discipline...No more weekday breakfast special....no more coffeee for breakfast...no drink on lunch time....eat bun only....dinner eat maggie everyday...or sambal ikan bilis nasi lemak....no drink...dont eat at all if possible...

FCK!

***

If u take things for granted...and never appreciate anything i guess you should listen to her story... and every mothers should read her blog for an inspiration...Stephenie is one strong person....

***

As an aunt for my nephews and nieces....I for one is a lazy aunt...taking things for granted and never appreciate every moment with them...and believe me...I love the kidss so muchhh...but i feel empty because I have alot of thingss to achieve yet Im going no where...and the reason is solely because of my own lack of action...and so I focus myself thinking about what i want rather then what is in front of me...

For the sake of DSLR and Laptop

I bought 4D yesterday hoping to win few thousands so that I can buy my own DSLR and Laptop...ha ha...

If i dont win, I hope I will get them as a presents....ooo i know i know....i should be more realistic.....

*inhale*

*exhale*

damn song

There are certain songs that reminds me of someone,
and most of the time makes me sit still for awhile...
And it doesnt make it any better at all...

Maybe I should block music from my life....only for a while...


nah..
maybe not this time..

I hate taking massages from someone who speaks like LRT....longgg messages and very fast and no going backwards...and then no full stops or even commas. and 5 messages in one phrase, nice...

To make it worse, the pronouciation is suckssss...i know im not good either...but at least kasi ada la bah comma and full stop...and when the hp line is not good...triple trouble...die la...

and last time i heard them talking...

bla bla bla 'pacey' bla bla bla...

*conversation pause*.......clearly the other person sedang berfikir 'pacey?'

"pacey, pacey...coca cola pacey".....ooooo, pepsi...

can u imagine howwww difficult life is....

Oh shit,

I hope nothing bad happen to my fb ac...
Damn computer..i hope no one vandalise my pictures...cilaka...triple shit...

movie review

I said before that Transformer is the BESTTT and BIGGESTT movie ever, and no movie wiill beat transformer..ever...

BUT 2012....

just 2 words...


(taken from here)

"GILA EH!"

malay chinese or indian?

are you a malay or chinese?

Yesterday i mc-ed...and went to clinic...i dont usually go to clinic if its not because of mcert...so yesterday after i passed my ic to the nurse + clerk...

she asked me... "are u malay, chinese or indian?"

"im a kadazan"

"but we dont have that file..."

then create one, i thought..."u cannot create a new file?" well who am i right?

"Our filing system only have malay chinese, indian and foreign worker...ur definitely not a foreign worker right...bcos u have i.c. ur a malaysian"...with a singsong sound

somehow i had a feeling that she thinks im a foreign worker with an illegal i.c...shite..

yeah definitely not a foreign worker...

"so where do u want me to put ur name...
i put your name under malay?"

"no no"

"so where do u want me to put your name?"...

somehow i think they forgot that sabahan and sarawakian also malaysian...every year when i watch hari merdeka commercials they always involve malay chinese and indian...does kadazan fall under the category of malay...or maybe chinese...indian?...hmmm nope...

well u know i guess because the percentage of malay chinese and indian are the highest in malaysia...so that could be a good reason...who knows...i havent done my research so whatever i say could be wrong...

maybe they should add one more file for 'other malaysian'...

mmm

for the first time in my life...i qualified as a 'chinese'...ya la...chinese la...

I am...

picture taken from here
in need of a new hand bag....

mau on leave...

Instead of looking like thisss....cute and pwetty








I look more like thissssss!!!

ooo ooo cuteee....just like rock lee...*sarcastic*
i don wonna go to work...im so like Rock Lee....*crying* ...with the spectaclessssss *cry somemo*

taking the stage

I am soooo going to watch this...

so far...i still have no idea why i left home for kl, after months of being awaaaayyy from home...i still couldnt get over this homesick...the kids all growing up...and im here missing all the prescious moments...i just hope the a/fare price is as low as 5 ringgit so that i can go back and forth everyday...

Remember me?

I never thought i will consider one of her book as my fav..because the confession of the shopaholic is soooo about shopping...and i wonder how a person can make a shopping topic interesting except if u are in the act of shopping...so i never even touch the book...

but when i read 'Remember me?' I kinda LOVEEE itt sooo much... Itss soo funny that i was like smiling and laughing and smiling and laughing in every page of the book...yaaa EVERY page....

And i cannot put down the book unless...if i have to....

well ...if u want to know more.... read this...

i love my blog

even though i have jotted a lot of crap in here, or alot of precious moment that i didnt know how to express properly, and sometimes post that not worth reading...i still love my blog....im a faithful person...at least to my blog...

Today, I finally can log in into my blogger account....because ive changed my pword....
But maybe tomorrow, i will not be able to access my blog again, who knows...

But if i could, then it would only mean that i will not create a new blog...
so here i am today, blogging... updating... hope u will recover soon... "


ps. please blog....dont die....dont leave me yet...

where art thou my lucky star...

I never been a massive fan of tarot card, because believe it or not, i kinda scared of all the wanting to know what the future store for me in advance...really scary, especially when there is a 'DEATH' card in front of me....and the tarot cards picture, quite gloomy and spooky...but u know the curiosity always wins, but at the same time scary...


I still remember when LK read my present-future lyf ,like 8-10 yrs ago, just for fun...it kinda scary...and i didnt like it...but none of us really knew how it works back then, and still none of us know how it works today(except for SK, but she's more to palm reading,believe me she could.~kipas2~. now dont go and imagine her dressing gypsy with black mascara like an emo girl, hehe, bcos shes nothing lyk that...)


well, my first tarot reading was quite fun...again, abit scary at first, but fun...and yeah, still 'Death' card was one of them...the only 1 card that i remembered out of 5....


She talked more about... 'strongdesire+travelling+travelling'... 'opportunity.to.change+option.i.have+decisionmaking'...& little about 'rship' & 'money'...hmmm...


Now i will not talk about the good things...because they are safe in my safety box...
i will only share abt 'relationship' and 'money', since the result was....not that good..hehe...


oh well, its not my priority anyway...for nowwww at least....since the ppl that i like playing hide-and-seek with me....sort of la, or maybe playing police & theft...haha..or maybe they are just not that into me....


so this first 18 mths is not a good time for me to have a relationship...sadly saying...'Strong love'...but not a good rship, because this relationship worries me alot...so only the second relationship will work out okay...which i have no idea i will have after 18 mths is over...hmm...whatever rship...bring it on...failed rship is just an experience...that helps us to understand the next...ya la tu...whatever...tension...if teda 'question mark'....hmmm...more time for myself then....heehee


about "money"......ini lagi...."dont think too much about money first, instead, work in a place where u can learn in advance....and if possible work where u can travel alot"......blah & blah blah blah...


but...the rest...i love....so i keep them in my safety box...just for me...=)

BTW, of course i will not let this make my decision...


until then friends...

When the rain's blowing in your face
And the whole world is on your case
I could offer you a warm embrace
To make you feel my love
When the evening shadows and the stars appear
And there is no one there to dry your tears
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love
I know you haven't made your mind up yet
But I would never do you wrong
I've known it from the moment that we met
So no doubt in my mind where you belong
I'd go hungry, I'd go black and blue
I'd go crawling down the avenue
You know there's nothing that I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love
mmm
The storms are raging on a rolling sea
And down the highway of regret
The winds of change are blowing wild and free
But you ain't seen nothin' like me yet
I could make you happy, make your dreams come true
Go to the ends of the earth for you
To Make you happy,
To make you feel my love

about my crown...

Thanks a bunch guys, for keep on visiting my blog & put up with my stupid and lazy updates....here i am trying to update my blog, so far all my posting are still in draft, never made it to the public...sadd..

mmm...now...my topic, is about my crown, haha...

Its been months since i cut my hair, & its been years since i have a nice haircut...the only nice haircut that i ever had was rebonding..and it was not even a hair cut...and of course fringe always helps ...but ONLY if i straightened my hair, otherwise, it will be another bad hairday throughout the year...knowing every strand of my hairs have a mind of their own....wild and free....lazy hair...stuck looking hair, tense hair....frizzy hair..fallen/runaway hair....weird looking hair....what the heck...

Sooo, next thing im going to do about personal grooming ~ is to make sure my crown look pwetty and cute...and not forgetg, to slowly update my owhh-sooo-ancient-wardrobe...but thats a different story...

but since im quite stress due to my quite boring life atm....I think im gonna go for it....well, as usual, I cut my hair when im stress...once, i cut my hair myself due to some thing that 'of course im not gonna tell', it was like 3 august ago, i cut my own fringe...but it turned out ooookay-la..abit too short though...but this time...let the hair stylist do their job...

the hairstyle? i have a few in mind...but im torn between rebonding and perm, i want both...haha..tamaha...well, gotta ask the hairstylist...thats y i prefer a realll hairstylist who will recommend me to this & that, not just, 'ikut apa miss suka la'' not helping at all....i end up saying "ok la, kasi trim sj la', or 'layer sj la'....mmmm....thats how u spot a pro and an ordinary hairstylist....

i love it when i can say 'cut my hair the way that suit me best, and makes me look more sophisticate, modern, but not that modern, quite classic, makes me look mature, fun but not childlike'......i knowww....confusing...i can be a difficult customer, but whats really important is that the haircut must really suit me, and looks nice, but not very comman...hmmm...and the best thing is, when he/she will reply 'okay, thats not hard to achieve =)' ...yaa, thats the spirit im looking for!

anywayzzz, i hope i look good in short hair....im done with long and straight hair until further notice...i love it when i have longgg and straight hairs....but it could be quite boring when u look like that for 2 good yearssss....

ckp pnya ckp pukul 4 suda....ba good morning to u alll.....

see you in a bit....

the show ~ this will do for awhile

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but I don't know why

Slow it down, make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
'Cause its to much, yeah its a lot
To be something I'm not

I'm a fool, out of love
'Cause I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down
I know, I've got to let it go

And just enjoy the show

The sun is hot in the sky
Just like a giant spot light
The people follow the signs
And synchronize in time

It's a joke, nobody knows
they've got a ticket to the
show.

Yeah, I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down
I know, I've got to let it go

And just enjoy the show

Just enjoy the show
I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down
I know, I've got to let it go

And just enjoy the show

Just enjoy the show

dum de dum, da dum de dum

and just enjoy the show

da dum de dum, da dum de dum

and just enjoy the show

I want my money back (3x)

Just enjoy the show

I want my money back(x3)

Just enjoy the show

By lenka

Sometimes,
i dont want to smile...
sometime,
i dont want to talk,
dont want to look at anyone...

i just want to be alone with my own thoughts...

Sometimes i want to be invisible..
but i dont think thats a good idea...

=b

sorry..

i want to update my blog so muchh...




there...

p/s: this is not spam...

Dec ooo Dec...

what makes u long for dec?

Cannot waitt...need to hear that bells...

What shud one do when one is indecisive

dunno...

I love airport...because i love to observe the people that walk out from the arrival door...how they dress...how they look...how they carry their luggage...how they greet their family members.....and the atmosphere is different...bcos u know u r they to wait for someone that u havent seen since mthss ago....

but when u r the one in the plane....the feeling is different..bcos of that i hate airport...especially if u r not going for vacation...but mths of far far awayyy from home...well not far, but enough to get me far away from f&f...I just hate this feeling...

When will they invent a doraemon's famous door? im sure im going to be their firstttt customer to buy one...

10 things...

...Y i should be happy...

1 away from office
2 awayyy from the hustle and bustle...kind of
3 got to play around with the kids...
4 I can sleep really late
5 can spend more time with the Kutai Clan
6 got to celebrate birthdays
7 can meet friendss
8 can meet cousins
9 can sleep on my bed
10 can go kai kai at Karamunsing

today i only have 20 hours? not enough time, i want more...

Cutie Compact =b

What a job...sooo impressive...so proudd of myself...

yeah right...

I just performed the mosttt embarassing job ever....

Plus it was tiring, and i feel ashamedd like i never feel ashame before....

guess what??

I just bought a set of toilet roll, which the cashier said no plastic bag...no plastic bag attt leasttt to cover the whole toilet roll....then i have to walk maybe 150m back to office carrying it, to let everyone see, that i amm too a normal human being, espeacilly the cute guys sitting in Mcdonald having their lunch....haha...so embarrassing....

"When someone follows you all the way to the shop and watches you buy toilet roll, you know your life has changed." Quote By Jennifer Aniston

Luckily, no one follows me, andddd... im not a Hollywood star...hehe..

In case u are wondering?????

I have no idea why i stupidly volunteered to buy...maybe so that i can go out....or MAYBEEEE, the cleaner forgottt to buy yesterday...and today she's not working....

oh well it was not her fault anyway...

Guardian Angel

I started to think that I really do have a guardian angel taking care of me...

Last night, after cooking, the ventilator turned off while i was washing few dirty plates....as if to remind me to turn off the ventilator and its lights, when i checked the switch, of course the switch was not turned off yet...

Today, i woke 4am just to set my alarm,

Yesterday I woke 30 mins early, ya bcos my alarm was not set, well after the alarm was set of course i went back to sleep...heehee

and few days ago....when i slept reall late, in my sleep, i heard in my head like a dream....

...maria k... maria k...

as if meaning to say " maria k maria k... u checked your hp sound and the volume...but you didnt set the alarm....maria k...maria k..." saying my full name over and over again...

my eyes opened. Blinking wearily,wondering what time it was... faint light coming from the neighbor's kitchen contributing lights to the darkness of my room, and first thing i said to myself...

"my guardian angel just woke me up..."

Few weeks ago...i forgot to set my alarm clock....my guardian angel woke me up by switching on the TV with loud music from the astro radio...or maybe it was me who forgot to turn of the TV and astro...but i doubt i forgot...

and now i truly believe it was indeed my guardian angel...hmmm...just hope that its true

Im sure everyone have their guardian angel...its whether u let your angel influence u or not...but so far my GA only make sure that I wont be late...

If it's really u GA...thanks =)...

10 things i hate about today

one..today is Tuesday, another 3 days until weekend.
two..i am so sleepy, it's difficult for me to focus.
three..there's nothing to do at work.
four..another 4 hours until 6pm...
five..i have to endure work at least two more weeks...

six..my hp inbox is full...and its hard for me to choose which one to delete..let it be for a while...
seven..i wasted my money on lch...it didnt taste as nice as the other day...
eight..19 jul is over have to wait at least 365 days...
nine..thinking of christmasss..cannot wait..
ten..heiyaa...almost 2pm..

My daily motivation - 30th july...something to look forward to....

i miss home ...

I dont know abt u,

but i like this one...

haha, i think the pig refused to be called by its BM name, i wonder if they call piggy instead, would the babs answer?

The morale of the story:
wear mask wherever u go, looks like the other animal forgot to wear mask...
think influenza when u see any babs around... what is influenza anyway? babi? haha just kidding...silly...*sigh*...

really, what is influenza? *&#@$%#$@*...

Too many goodbyes,

but never said enough, Just hope that you can say farewell to us back.
~
~
~

Days after MJ is gone from this world forever...

....One thing for sure....

I will never be able to see him perform LIVE....
never be able to experience the havoc of shrieking fans and to see his fans crying for attention and pass out just by watching him performing....
never get to sing-along with him live, which will inspires and makes me cry no matter how many times i have listen to his song...
never be able to get him sign on my MJ T-shirt, if only i have one=(.

I cannot say that ive been to MJ concert and that its the best concert ever that ive been to....



In spite all the bad things people been talking, true or false, somehow i hope that he will make his comeback. But to hope is to be saddened when it never realized.

Michael J, with your music you make me cry a lil', laugh a lil', sad a lil', all the feeling come together in one...you inspired many. And thats all that matters.

Outside UCLA, early hours...Picture credit to Kevin Duraj

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?page=1&aid=121034&id=618557651#/album.php?aid=121034&id=618557651

below pictures credit to Richard Kimbin

Michael Jackson

The Living Legend that no longer alive...yet will stay a legend, Michael Jackson...

May your soul rest in peace

(http://buzznext.blogspot.com/2008_12_01_archive.html)

Since Jackson 5 he had inspires every walks of live through his music and his so called moonwalk dancing....

and he will be remembered years ahead...

(http://www.myspace.com/thegreatestmusiciansofalltimes)


(http://asignacioncompleta.blogspot.com/search?q=BEN)





(http://www.nj.com/morristown/index.ssf/morris_township/)

farewell michael


(http://www.latestnewsonline.net/tag/michael-jackson)

How to read like.....Ja...Ja....ok read on

I dont think my english pronouciation is perfect nor good, at least i can read with not-quite-so-good pronounciation...haha...so normally i dnt talk about others bad pronounciation...unless....unless...i am in a 'MEAN' mode....

but this one is quite funny...i just have to share...

careless whisper by seether

nice song eh...

old song..but this one by Seether....

better than other version...


i always love macho voiceee...dont u?

INGGERIS la katakan

Have you read The Star today as of June 9th, 2009?

Dont you think its bad for the next generation?

dont you think its stupid to learn how to speak communicative english but not the grammar?

A lot of practice need to be done in order to perfect our grammar, yet they think its not important?
well thats what i understood...

Well even reading this u can spot... if not a few...a lot of wrong grammar....hehe =b
I wonder what happen if they dont make English as a compulsory subject to pass and that they dont teach grammar...

we'll see what haapppeneedd...but knowing that the next generation will take their turn...and im already old and wrinkled...hoping them to be stronger players in this world...can i sit still? or maybe if u speak well, ur grammar will be perfct...maybe-la...whatever la...

well...better be quiet-quiet, together-gether we be strong...

wish-list

My wish-list is getting more and more...but none that i can achieveee yet...

hsoooo menyakitkan hati....

Let us observe

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CffE_QO728g

I thinkk they are cute and funny..

New moon Twilight Saga

ARE U EXCITED ABOUT THIS?

Because I am...

Yeahhh!!!!

Woooaahh! do u see the dog...haha...

P.S. I can't listen to the sound, so i dont know whether it sounds good or weird or just ppl chattering...this Cyber only have earphone and i try not to get any skin contact with the earphone....=b will find out later...

MK the thinker.

Its hard to be mean, its even harder to be kind, so what am i, a coward?

That is baaddd...

Come twittering...

I have signed up for twitter mths ago, but i never really into it, until days ago when i found Mr.Kutcher in twitter, well its not a secret that he has one right.

Besides, even if he's not the real Ashton, at least i still get updates from his wanna-be-ashton fan, hehe.

Since then, i already following Ryan S, Mr & Mrs Kutcher, Scott M, Anoop, Matt G, Eber =b, Miley C, Jason C, some just Brits fan, Scott M fan, , and a few more names to mention.
Some keep their profile private..I just hope that i know that they are for real, not some ppl who trying to impersonate them. Now I only hope that they wont block me...heehee

check out my twitter...

A.I.8 ... The End...=(

Well...

Kris Allen really deserve to be the winner,
though i love Adam so muchhh...its kinda hardd to choose from these two...

Y Kris Allen deserve to win? well he is a great vocalist...he is good looking...a cutie for sure...
and he knowsss how to play piano and guitar...so he is a true singer...a great one...

He will be successful..and so do Adam...

no loser...they are both winners...=)

really? Kris?

I just found out few minutes ago that
KRIS ALLENNN
won the title of 8th American Idol...

I hate the result...i think Adam deserve the title more than Kris, but y America picked Kris? yyy??

Yesterday Kris was ok...
but of course not as good as Adam....
but thats my personal opinion.

Sad...I always thought that he will be the one from the start...
i guess i was wrong again.

I just hope I can atleast contribute my votes for him...



Today will be the last day of A.I.8..
Im gonna miss this show...long way to go until next year.

Adam Lambert...it is in the real world that matters...
ur album will definitely be in my CD collection.



=b gotta go for now...till later

looking forward for A.I final =)

So...tonight, will be the final concert for A.I.

Adam!Adam!
I LOVE UUUU Adam...yeahhh he's the man...

U gotta give a standing-ovation concert...I hope that u will win...

Trudi Canavan - The Black Magician Trilogy

Finally,after a months of sleepless nighttss...

I've read these books...and love them...

So I recommend u to add these 3 books in your collection...



...excerpt from the first book...

"We should expect this young woman to be more powerful than our average novice, possibly even more powerful than the average magician."

This year, like every other, the magicians of Imardin gather to purge the city of undesirables. Cloaked in the protection of their sorcery, they move with no fear of the vagrants and miscreants who despise them and their work until one enraged girl, barely more than a child, hurls a stone at the hated invaders . . . and effortlessly penetrates their magical shield."

Well, i feel like i have to commend further about this books...but later guys...so much to say here...

till then peeps...

Jst 2 UP^date

Bezita....

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I miss blogging...*sigh*

BEAR HUGSSS to all...

when cupid strike....or maybe not

I try not to get too personal with every post....
but in time they get more and more personal...and its hard not to share when i really wanted to...

Maybe this is my way to get this out of my system...hmmm...
or maybe not...
but its not wrong to try right.

I know letting go is not easy...and to love someone is easy yet complicated at the same time...
which makes it equally not easy..
what did i expect..*sigh*

...life is hard...life IS tough...

sometimes u just have to enjoy the ride...so that life will not be such a misery...
im sure u familiar with "life is not a bed of roses"....of course there will be torns in between the petals...
hidden from our eyes to see...waiting to hurt us...


Adam Lambert...u r sooo not straight...but...
i love u anyway, especially when u sing out to the crowd, and somehow i still hope that it was just a rumors...a
nd if only i am a American i would still vote for u...


will be in touch ppl...

The Angel Inside #II

By Chris Widener
Well u hv to be in a situation where u are desperately seeking for answers to all your questions...otherwise this book will only be a waste of time...

Take a journey to a modern day Florence, Italy where a despondent thirty year old American, Tom Cook, goes to "find himself." On the last day of his trip, a mysterious old man approaches Tom on a park bench and begins to lead Tom on a tour of Art, the life of Michelangelo, the history of David, and a deeper look at Tom's own life. This book will inspire you to take your life to the next level and beyond. It will encourage you and challenge you to create a life of power and beauty.

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*The importance of planning and preparation
"Planning helps you do it right the first time."
"You can always erase and start over a drawings. Once you separate a piece of marble you can't go back. You need to do it right the first time. Sometimes in life you can go back, but it is better to get it rigt the first time because of good planning and preparation . Always do the the sketching and drawing first."
"Your mind and heart will be free to pursue whatever you desire. You will want to move very fast because of the excitement you feel. This is all very well and good. Yet the lesson is to not move too fast. Fast enough to get where you want to be, but slow enough so as to do it right the first time.

*All accomplishment starts with one swift action
Why most people dont start?

"They never give it enough thought to actually bring themselves to a place of action."
"They do not plan and lay out a strategy."

"They are engrossed or tied into what they are currently doing that they cannot start on their dreams."
"Fear, fear of anything.Fear of everything."

*Embracing the stages of chipping, sculpting, sanding and polishing
"Supreme artist chips away at us, other times when he is sculpting us, other times when he is sanding, and then times when he is polishing. All of these are needed to create a beautiful life, just as they are needed to create a beautiful sculptures."

The thing is whethere you can accept it and embrace it.

C H I P P I N G
"Every person has parts of them that simply must go. If those part stay, you might never see the Angel Inside. If we are going to create a life of power and beauty, we must allow ourselves to go through the processes that chip away at all of the peripheral parts of us that hide our true selves."
S C U L P T I N G
"The fine art of slowly and delicately revealing the form and beauty of the piece."

S A N D I N G
"represent those times in our lives when seemingly -ve circumstances surround us. It is when things grate against us. They can be irritable if we let them. Ppl...circumstancess...they all perform the act of sanding."
"Trials, adversity and suffering, sanding--are all significant process of shaping our lives...if we handle them correctly.

P O L I S H I N G "Final Step"
"represents the part of life that everyone wants to skip to."

*Being content: Sometimes success takes years
"You place too much pressure on yourself to succeed. You are telling yourself that you should be far more ahead of where you are. This just isn't true."

"The earlier we are in our lives the more we hope for the latter stages, and the later we get in life, the more we long for earlier times. The key is to enjoy each stage and understand that success takes time."

" If we focus on being grateful for our lives and what we have, our thoughts will tend to be thoughts of gratitude."



*No one starts with the Sistine chapel
"Many young people, and even anyone at the beginning stages of a new venture for that matter, pressure themselves to produce tremendous work as soon as they start."

"Most people cannot accomplish the great work that will be lasting until they have gone through the process of growing and learning from their experience."

Closing:

"Enjoy yourself now. Live your life with excellence. Become a person that others will be proud to know. Do the best you can at your work. And everything that is destined to come to pass will indeed come to pass."

~My Diaries~

Found my long abandoned diaries on my bookshelf...and read them page to page...=b & decided to blog about them...Ive chosen a few to display here =b...

enjoy...=)

*Click on picture to enlarge*

My 1st diary...1995-96...=b

Inden's

Idel's

J.Kay's...apparently the other sis never write my diary...*sigh*

Ojoy's


Debra's



My 2nd Diary, 1997...=b

Lum Kok Leong's


Nickey's

Frankie's


Cynthiana's


Tompok's


Clarice's


Jezz's


Ninewjo's and Andy's


Evendy's


Gerard's

I kinda miss the old times...makes me ponder and smile at those funny and precious moments that we can never get back...Life is indeed imponderable, strange...I wonder whats going on in their lives...they have their own path to follow now...