New year countdown

Im glad 2008 is almost over...
still have to endure another 24 hours until 2009..

I must say that 2008 is the lowest year of my life...i think so...
I hate to think about this year again....get it over with...

~...Good bye 2008...~

Manicure + Pedicure = Fingers looking good...

MY NEW OBSESSION

wasted some rm30++ to buy this 'skin food' product to feed my nails...bought two of them...light brown and light green and both sparkle... i <3>....

it was like an investment for me, i know it doesnt grow like money when u invest it ...but knowing that im not that kind of person who likes to groom myself, i think it worth it... and it was indeed an investment...(well at least from my point of view...)

see... how niceeee....

my nails sparkle like diamond that they dont deserve to be called 'cat kreta'... ciss cousin sia la tu yg ckp....saya sangat hampa...but i know better...heehee.. i know when my nails are looking good...so nothing matters , because i love my nails...= bokay, enough with the cam whoring, Nails..see you later dude...

hope to pamper myself some more again later ....

p.s. going to color my hair soon

Christmas in 1B

Have I told you that 1B have the most beautiful deco in KK...

it was snowing in here...u have to believe me....

This one is my favorite...

JK busy taking pix of Caitlyn....she didnt even noticed me taking this one....

Can u imagine how tall the Pine tree is...if it was real, the whole 1B will smell nice...i could only imagine...

Smiling Snowman: "I bring something home for my snowife."

Reindeer with Smiling Snowman...

Santa caught me snapping a pic of him... mahal kali gambar dia...=b

Find me!

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!

HOPE YOU HAVE A WONDERFUL HOLIDAY=)

M.U.S.E.

NEWBORN

beautiful song....

Twilight side effect

I am currently writing Breaking Dawn...
...the final book of My Twilight Saga...well thats what they call my story...

I assumed u have read Eclipse then, the 3rd book...

All 3 books are like diary to me, except that they are not personal anymore. i decided to tell the whole world , my story...Our Story from my side of the story...

At this point , u should have known about my feeling toward Jake...my best friend...

Oh how I love him...I love him to bits...and he have known that since the first day we met...
He was my sun when my day was impossibly dull and dark...
I loved him...but how could i hurt him by loving him yet not choosing him?
I loved him...but i loved Edward more...

Edward Edward....Edward is the love of my life ...the love of my existence...
Without him...how could i live?
I remember the day when he left me...
I never imagine myself get through that kind of nightmare again....
i could say it was like living in a vacuum...no sound no light no air no nothing....
except for me....but knowing he existed somewhere in this world, was enough....
enough to keep me sane and alive...

But now...I can't believe this!
he's being overly protective! i AM strong...maybe I'm not the strongest...
but still...
i am able to protect myself, for crying out loud...

I wondered why i choose him over Jake... Ha!
Jake would not shield me from any excitement...

Edward...he didn't even let me hunt for mountain lion...instead he brought me to Alaska and hunt for some penguin.....ooo cute penguin but there are my food after all..but i hated those stinky fishy smell... Besides I don't think I like hanging out with his fan, well you know who!

Okay, stop whining...
I think he's back....I'd better be going...
He still owes me something...
And before that,I have to call Jake and ask for updates...I miss her already...

P.S. I Love Edward...

Love Always
Bella

Read Eclipse, borrowed the book from LK, ba this is due to my lack of patient, couldn't wait any longer...abis stock...so i just borrowed LK's book, and lend her my Breaking Dawn as an exchange...
Now am reading Breaking Dawn...damn...how i hope this book will never end...

Oh ya sorry for my "wanna-be- bella" or "wanna-be-stephenie-meyers" behaviour...
I thought maybe i could get over this twilighters behaviour so that i can be normal twilight reader by writing that....ooo cukup la....

Sorry i dont have editor.....so u'll find a lot of hang kang english....buttt BIARRR....

So Long People....

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Copied this from a forwarded email sent by my friend....

And Hope u haven't seen them yet...

Have a good laugh....=))

Comic 1

Comic 2

Comic 3 Comic 4
Comic 5
Comic 6

Comic 7
hahahaha...budu ooo kan....

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Found this one....and I like it....=)


Enjoy...
fall...fall in love if u want to....
He! He!

Keyword: OTS digression

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.THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I TURN 30.

--*--Cliff Diving
i got the idea from New moon... i could almost imagine Bella, i could almost imagine myself jump off the cliff ....
--*--Diving
2 of my friends, marie and susi are very excited about this...but due to some reason we still havent pursue our dream...not my dream at first...because im terrified to be in a pool with a group of sharks...give me alot of imagination to make me give up...but after a long decade of waiting to complete our swimming lesson, just so that we can do our 3 days course(if im not mistaken)...diving finally are listed in my dream list....because i cannot wait to swim with turtle...no turtle??? okay the coral is fine with me...--*--Snow!!!
To touch snow...play a snowball game...make a snow man....what else...to take picture while its snowing...haha....sakai...but so what....--*--Ski
learn how to ski....

--*--To dye my hair with bold color
mmmm.....ngam juga yerrr....

oopss...sorry still learning photoshop....

--*--Curl my hair

--*--Travel to US! Italy! Australia! and so on...
Or at least one of these place....Okay I want to travel after i turn 30 as well, but u just have to texperience this before 30 just for the sake of saying ' been there, done that... do u want to see the pictures?'...hehe....

........................and more.....later guys.... later...im sleepy...

p.s. anyone have the sme thing in mind?call me.... hehe...

"F.Y.I means By D Way..."...

I havent watch this one yet,

but someone told me this one is better than the ANGus movie...

yeah...actually i've seen the movie trailer....and I LIKE ITTT...

below is a few videos u can watch before buying the DVD....=)

Part 1

Part 2

F.Y.I, Emma Roberts was also starring in Nancy Drew....
OHHH , how could i forget the most crucial part...

Wild Child....that's the name of the movie....

FYI, Angus is a CAT....

ANgus, THoNGs and PERfecT SNOGging...



I know... its SOOO childishhh...

but who cares..

when its about rules and love..or whatever you prefer to call it or define it... there's always something to learn right...

besidess...its fun...

u just have to see the trailer...

...intro...

until then people!!

photoshop...

Now....

With the help of Photoshop...

Everyone can be a vampire....just like Edward...





Who wants to be one anyway???

Not me... But I like Edward a lot....

Z...Z...Z...Z...

I know..I am suppose to be sleeping right now...

But I dont feel like sleeping at all...my eyes wide open...well....i kinda woke up late this morning ..actually i woke up at 2pm or was it some time around 4pm?

ooo crap...it was not because i was overslept or something ...

U see I slept around 7 to 8am this morning and before i finally sleep i tried very hard to fool myself into sleeping...have too many things in my mind that i could not just stop thinking...Twilight made me think a lot....makes me sleep late everyday and finally formed this as a habit....NOT HEALTHY!!! especially when i try so hard not to add any more wrinkles around my eyes....not like i have many, but in time i will have them right...and for me to sleep very late everyday will speed up the process of aging(i guess)....

maybe its a good idea...since i look innocent(people keep telling me im innocent, Im not THAT innocent!!) a wrinkle or two may makes me look wiser and not very innocent looking...OH CRAPP!!!i talk nonsense again..whatever u say dude.....

This post is just an excuse to blog...

My Chemical Romance....MY MCR

Listen....
And Watch their official Video Clips...

I Don't Love You


Cancer

Cemetery Drive


Helena

Sleep

Disenchanted

I'm Not Okay

Kill All Your Friends....

The Ghost Of You

Heaven Help Us

Demolition Lover..(This one I never heard before....i like it as well)

All I Want For Christmas ( Owhhh...Cuteee they sing christmas song...)

STANDING OVATIONNN for them

They are great, aren't they?

LOVE THEM...

*sigh*

Rusakkkk Rusakkkk

makin gumuk sia ni....

This was actually my second attempt of baking cake...and i failed, and felt very much like a failure since I was only baking an INSTANT CAKE....I didnt start from scratch...not because I didnt know how to...but I didnt have the time....because the chocolate moist cake was supposed to be Ramone's birthday cake....and we only managed to placed the cake on the table for ramone to blow the candles at 12 midnight or maybe slightly over 12...hehe...oopss...this was all the whip cream fault....ahahha ...whip cream pula kna tuduh...

The ingrediets...2 boxes of INSTANT 'super moist Chocolate Cake', eggs, and butter, Milk/plain water, Vannilla flavour(optional)...

mixed

baked at 180 degree celcius for 45 minutes....

the cakes turned out fine....

Now the whipcream...this was when i was doing it all wrong....

I used 4 cups of whipping cream and 24 ounces of chocolate( shreded/chips), and heated with the lowest heat...i waited and waited and waited....but the cream never thicken....

I know whipping cream is supposed to be whipped first....but HEY i followed the instruction.....I FOLLOWED EXACTLY WHAT MARTHA STEWART Instructed....but i failed....There must be something wrong right? OH whatever.....maybe i use a different chocolate instead of using NESTLE Chocolate chips....

mmm...the cake was nice...but I only ate a piece of cake because it wass tooo sweet...but believe me It was nice....NICE....hahah...

We blew the candles by ourselves....we were kind of being stood up by our BIG BRO...he never show up on his birthday...because he said "I DONT CELEBRATE BIRTHDAY"....huh....so we sang and recorded it and sent it to him through 'sound message'....

The deco at the side of the cake is JK's idea...to make it looks more presentable.... haha...


My first attempt was a few years ago...I actually steamed marble cake(START FROM SCRATCH!)...but it was a failure as well because it didnt really came out as a Marble cake...not really...but it was a nice not-really-a-marble-cake cake...quite nice ...oh did i tell u, me and clara did try to make cookies before too(START FROM SCRATCH!)...last last last Christmas...which i don't remember what year of Christmas...and U know what.....keras la mau pengsan....but the taste was there...quite nice you know...eatable cookies....next time we try again...it will be YUMMY....and in no time..people will queing up on our doorstep to buy our cookies...dont tell me i cannot do it...I can....haha... what a daydream...

A day after...JK baked a carrot cake...with LK and my help a little here and there...the topping not a success though either(done by JK and Nicole)...but for first timer without any guidance from someone who really have the skill, they deserve a compliment....
.....me and Nicole baked a 150g Carrot Cake(START FROM SCRATCH!)...nice....but without frosting...
and the next day....JK LK me and Nicole baked a carrot cake(actually done by JK) and a pumpkin+carrot(pumpkin+carrot was JK's idea) not-really-muffin-like muffin ....one of the best...with a successful Vanilla topping.....

Sometimes....

Sometimes,

It hurts so bad that you just want to forget everything...

But the more you try the more difficult to let go....

The more you want to forget, the more it haunts you...

Sometimes,

you just have to pretend that everything is alright...

And in time it will fade away...and the nightmare will stop.

Unscripted interview

I like them....

please check out their unscripted interview between Stephenie Meyer, Edw...Robert Pattinson and Bella, i mean Kristen Stewart...

What a dream ...

When was the last time you had a dream and it was so real and beautiful that u wanted to put it on paper so that u won't forget...??

This was how twilight existed...

Stephenie Meyer came out with the idea from a dream...but not in the purpose to write a bestselling book...but only having some fun....

If only I have a perfect English...