an update

Okay one of my long term goal is in progress...

Am learning a musical instrument ~ by my own...i know....i hope this motivation will stay burning in me...

bought a small guitar, now people wont call it small guitar....well whatever...i am a noob neway...to be exact i bought an ukulele....looks very much like toy to me....but toy are fun to play...yeayy

n yea...my wanting to play guitar will be delayed...since right now i am concentrating on my uke...until next time guitar, until next time e/guitar, until next time piano...huhu...i dont know when...lets just put it in my KIV list...

Sucker Punch

I hope the movie will be as good as the trailer.....

Where I am from...

This is my version of "Where I am from..." based on George E. L. piece

My first attempt..:)

...Where I'm From by Maria...

I am from plain porridge & wine chicken served during dinner,

I am from kids who conquered the hometown,

I am from broken piano that played a broken sound,

discordant voice & rhythms that healed the soul,

uneven dance and steps that were done to impress,

embarassed, shamed, from the eyes of innocence.

I am from Dragonball to Enid Blyton,

I am from sketches of messy lines,

I am from broken red velvet lipstick and blue ocean eyeshadow,

from a cry after the fallen from up the stairs,

from hurdles, cartwheels, sweats and broken veins,

from victories and from defeats,

delights and dissapointments.

uncaring cheerful beam under the rain.

I am from silence and cluttered mind,

I am from trees, colourful flowers and muddy flipflops,

from fluttering butterflies and buzzing bees, to barking puppies,

from teardrops and guilts..

from impossible dreams, to daydreams, and just a dream,

I am from insecurity, but very certain too,

from in-denial childish, yet unknowingly grown up...

I am from never give up, hope, faith and love...

~MK110209~

Skip this...

Ive lost interest in novels, korean dramas, and love songs..they are just so annoying...they are just a bucnh of stuff which bored me to death...at least these past few months...i bought 2 new books which arent even half read...."mary stay out all night"....u wait till i have time for you...."love songs"...ok at least i still love them the same...

I dont know what interest me anymore....i guess none....

I was bloghopping from one unknown blog to another unknown blog, just to see what i havent see somewhere around the world, and i stumbled upon a blog which is full of craps...of course not for the writer...but I just hate posts which talks alot about love...how love sucksss....and how they rewrite quote about love....bla bla bla...they are definitely living with love and in love...but then they she said love sucks...what do you mean? sudah lah kamu....

Yeah I know....there are ups and downs....but...life...is it all about love?

Love is not a rocket science...they are so simple...but it is so complicated because human being made it complicated...so love is complicated...;p Our feeling is complicated....our emotion made us complicated...

I know it is very important...but...I just hate reading about it...so cheesy, and it gives me goosebump ha ha... thats a first....ha ha...

Id talked alot about love before...but I never get goosebump...i love talking about love...it is so mindblowing...yet nowadays...it gives me goosebump...OMG...theres something wrong with me...Im so weird...

P.s. where have all the magic and sparks gone....

Oh no wonder, its february....

U r indeed a beautiful disaster to me

He drowns in his dreams

An exquisite extreme I know

He's as damned as he seems

And more heaven than a heart could hold

And if I try to save him

My whole world would cave in

It just ain't right

It just ain't right

Oh and I don't know

I don't know what he's after

But he's so beautiful

He's such a beautiful disaster

And if I could hold on

Through the tears and the laughter

Would it be beautiful?

Or just a beautiful disaster

He's magic and myth

As strong as what I believe

A tragedy with

More damage than a soul should see

And do I try to change him?

So hard not to blame him

Hold on tight

Hold on tight

Oh 'cause I don't know

I don't know what he's after

But he's so beautiful

Such a beautiful disaster

And if I could hold on

Through the tears and the laughter

Would it be beautiful?

Or just a beautiful disaster

I'm longing for love and the logical

But he's only happy hysterical

I'm searching for some kind of miracle

Waited so long

waited so long

He's soft to the touch

But frayed at the end he breaks

He's never enough

And still he's more than I can take

Oh 'cause I don't know

I don't know what he's after

But he's so beautiful

Such a beautiful disaster

And if I could hold on

Through the tears and the laughter

Would it be beautiful?

Or just a beautiful disaster

He's beautiful

Such a beautiful disaster

Ps. And I am truly hurted and dissappointed.

tumblr

I have been trying my best to love tumblr...

with no avail, i failed to love tumblr...

tumblr is for people who doesnt write...but agree with what others think and all they do is just reblog what other reblogged from others blog....

Yeap...and when u could reblog, why bother waste time writing....

the only thing i lyk about tumblr is....the photos...and quotes...other than that...hmmm...none...