Take 5

...one of the famous boyband back in highschool...

I dont recall them at all...but guess what i found...:p

You may have to click the pictures to read...



I wrote this some time in January 1999, like 11 years ago when i was just in form 2....ha ha...i dont even know how to erase it..O..M..G.....



Guess who else i found....HA HA!...

Groom....ing?

Make...over?

Grooming...

Grooming session with Nicole Jane...

suitable for night event...(ok..this is the best pic i can share...so what)

only wipe off the make up at 3am....because i think it was such a waste to wash it soon after...;p
no one can see like that....

he he

i like baaa....thats why....;p

seek him...rely on him...love him...and then some...

I believe God have great plan for me...and believe that you too have plan from God...

I know even if Im not living in luxury or at least not living my dream, i believe that in the power of God....everything is possible in a blink of an eye...we just cannot see how it works...

Never let anyone tell you that you are not good enough....you might not good enough in what you are doing right now....but you must be good at something....little thing is something...you never know what little things can do for the world....and because of little things you discover bigger things....

You might have the world's biggest problem on your shoulder....but believe that...you will face another day...day by day....and whatever things that cant kill you, will only make you stronger....
Things happen for a reason...or if you cannot find a reason...than things happen, embrace it....and make it your blesses in disguise...embrace good times......and also adversity...then you will appreciate life more, you will see things differently....

God will make a way for u...if only u dont give up when problem knocking on your door...you will see the good things..sometime u dont realise it's happening right in front you....

Be strong...and know that you will always have some one dear close to you...if you dont think anyone loves you...think about those people who needs to be loved...though they are strangers....love from strangers worth everything for them....we human needs one and another no matter how independent you live your life...one person is worth to another person...and then some...

That person who bring you down....they are just the same....too bad that they have to learn in the hard way...but always remember that every living creatures is priceless....and that one is enough to make great things in this world....one is capable to influence if not million...thousand...or whichever way...one is very important to someone....

Cry a little....then remember to pick yourself up....and keep yourself intact....again never let another person make you feel small...you are bigger than your problem...bigger than the person who makes you feel smalll...thanks to them...they make you stronger....and they stay the same...and never change because of their own ignorance....

Be thankful for everything in your life....be strong...seek him in everything you do...keep him close to your heart....pray...

Notes to self

Few more days until i fly home...i am soooo excited...excited to meet the little ones...and the grown ups to...;p...

Hang in there Maria...never give up...never give up hope...whatever that cannot kill u...only make u stronger...

*sigh* problem after problem....this is really not good for me...
Really cannot take it anymore....but i gotta be strong....

okay la...

new year is coming...

i forgot that i havent done my yearly goals and new year resolution yet....like i ever keep track ;p....but its ok...better have something than nothing...

Christmas around the corner

*picture not mine*

next week is christmas...

next week...yeay next Sunday.....

Argghhhh....i only realised that after i said it out loud....and yeay....i even checked the calender to double confirm....

Goodnesss!!..Im broke...and i havent even finish shopping for present....and for my grooming? FORGET about it...ha ha ha...where have all the money gone....must be to the food...and drinks....funny that i lose weight rather than gaining some...but its okay...at least i can eat all i want on christmas day...and days onward...haha....buncit la saja...buncit + kurus...not a pretty sight though....x apa sit up banyak kali or just tarik nafass all day long...ha ha ha....

Neway, just to let the world know that im still alive and kicking...so dont stop visiting my blog okay?...okayy!!

New template

Yeayyy...new template for Christmas...
but i have trouble placing the nuffnang ad ;(...:((

Marry me, Mary!

Yeay...its weekend...

And im planning to watch Korean drama series today...

last time i remembered...i watched "playfull kiss"....but i didnt watched the whole episodes....it was not boring...i just stopped watching...maybe next time...

Now im gonna concentrate this one instead....

"Marry me, Mary." aka "Mary stay out all night."....found it while bloghopping...;p

you know i hate it when some movies named their maid character after maria or mary or marie...haha...the one reason why i check out this movie..because the MAIN character named after mary..mae ri to be exact...haha...korean version.

I dont recognised the guys...one reason y i dont like Korean movies because their guy actors seems like so vain..sometimes a bit sissy...i like kim rae won though..and rain too(even though he's a bit soft, he proved me wrong in full hse and in his videoclips..) :p......

oh, i recognised her, Moon Geun Young.


...this picture must be taken from "Autumn in my heart"

And i thought she's still a kid...


See...shes a grown up girl already...



Here's the sypnosis.

If you want to watch, come join me. Im watching it now.

I want to..

...revamp my blog....

from A to Z....everything!

Usukan Cove

Another place to relax...

Usukan Cove, Kota Belud, Sabah.

just few hours drive from Kota Kinabalu...you dont have to take ferry or boat in order to get there..




Few pictures of sheds where you can read your choice of book and enjoy the view and the cool breeze.

or u can enjoy the sun...not for me though...



or spend some quality time with your children


or go snorkelling, or something more adventurous like diving(though, divers prefer Mabul Sipadan, Semporna, you know, sometimes you need to go to new places)...not sure of the price though...

you may need to bring your own safety jacket,if you are extra XL hehe ..:p


The truth is...i didnt see any pretty coral....or a single living creature...not one single nemo..hmm..
maybe if i go further...where its deeper...i see one...well...safety first...


the food were nice...that was my 3rd round already...in small portion..yea yea..

You can book for accomodation too if you decide to stay overnight...

Last but not least...

its fun to take picture on the sandy beach...better yet when it's sunset or sunrise...

but these two photos are good enough...

1st attempt...

2nd attempt...still on the ground...
haha...

One thing is prohibited....Fishing is not allowed! ;p


you can get more information here...
You may call Inno Travel/Sabah Tourism and look for Ms. Stoney...
hehe (sempat lagi ;p )

*pictures shot by my aunt and my bro*

Kiram's Village

id been to Kiram's Village back in August...for 2D/1N trip...

located in Mesilau, Ranau, Sabah. Not far from KK town..just few hours drive from KK Town...

If u are planning to travel...this is the place to consider...

Credit Card is not accepted here...now that i think abt it...i wonder whether there's an atm machine nearby...of course there is silly me...oh well...better prepare some cash...or else you have to drive down to the nearest atm machine...which i never knew where...cos i always bring cash...


Here's the check in counter where you can also order hot drinks or maybe instant noodles upon arrival before taking your luggage to your chalet...
during our trip...it was rainy, so it was very cold...

and there's also karaoke session only start at 730pm to 2200pm....



Just so u know...the road up to Kiram's is tarred...and its not worthy to take cab to Kundasang...because it will be very expensive unless you have alot of money to spend..its better to rent a car which will only cost...mmmm....approx. RM100/day or less...because there's alot of places to visit you know....

better still....find a tour guide...or local people you can trust...

pretty landscape


Cute Chalets


Breathtaking View...and we're not on top of the world yet...because


behind...you can see the Sabahan's Pride...the Mount Kinabalu...

Im sorry for the lack of information...

And here's the contact number should you need to call them...

or you can also visit here to get more information.

Ps. For those who wants to escape from hustle and bustle of the city....this is the right place for you...
for city girls/guys? who loves the shopping complex, clubs, and crowds...this is not recommended...but you can try...u know wat..i love both....

*all pictures taken either by my aunt or my brother....:p*

Some people are just plain mean regardless what life teach them...

And think that they are the best...

Life teach us to be strong not to be mean!

playing with colors

...hurmm~~

My sweet cousin and niece

goodness me....weekend is so boring..





i miss my cousin.... :(

yet another sleepless night

So i decided to give up at the last 30 minute before i usually wakes up...

I dont know what im going to do later...this is madnesss....no matter how much i tried to close my eyes...i still couldnt sleep.....

At the same note...

Just want to let this out....So its gonna be a very short note...i hope....

For me...U are very important...
And I wonder, whether it is the same way or not, for U...

For me...U are all i think about
I wonder if U think about me as often....mm...i hope so

For me...I miss U so much...i wonder why...
and thinking whether U miss me as much...maybe not
...idk...

U always put a smile on my face...I hope U never stop...


mm...and U ;p....U can just ignore this....if u dont lyk...
And forget i ever wrote this..:)

*Budu apa ba sia fikir ni....

comic strip

Pickles By Brian Crane

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Sometimes,
i wonder whether someone, that someone dearest , stay,
because he loves, or just to kill time, or maybe, just maybe, trying to get things...


I am a fool...

or maybe it is just my stupid instinct...

either way....i am foolish to feel the way i feel...
because, thinking too much is just one of my problem...
and it never solves my confused mind...

and my insecurity might just cause me a great loss...

Funny prank..

I find this really hilarious....

xD...





Until then peeps...:)

Craving + Mooncake

I never really fancy Mooncakes before...because they are just too sweet for my liking...and i never like the combination of nuts with the dough...and same goes with the egg yolk....

but this had changed 2 years ago, when Leonard , my BIL, brought a box of mooncakes and shared with the whole family...;p...haha....if im not mistaken, this is exactly the one...tai thong mooncake...

The mooncakes was soo tender that i could mistaken them as marshmallow...not as chewy though...and looking back at pictures below reminds me of that day...where one slice of mooncakee wasss just not enough for me....i wonder if there is still mooncake selling...hmmm...

double egg yolk mooncake...which is a bit chewy...the usual type of mooncakes...;p

Durian snowskin mooncakes..as good as eating durian itself...minus the mess..

Green Tea flavoured


Yam flavoured mooncakeess...niceee...

...moreee and moreeeee and moreeeeee.....
There aree just so many choicesss....*phewww*

anyway...all pictures are not mine..:p