I never been a massive fan of tarot card, because believe it or not, i kinda scared of all the wanting to know what the future store for me in advance...really scary, especially when there is a 'DEATH' card in front of me....and the tarot cards picture, quite gloomy and spooky...but u know the curiosity always wins, but at the same time scary...
I still remember when LK read my present-future lyf ,like 8-10 yrs ago, just for fun...it kinda scary...and i didnt like it...but none of us really knew how it works back then, and still none of us know how it works today(except for SK, but she's more to palm reading,believe me she could.~kipas2~. now dont go and imagine her dressing gypsy with black mascara like an emo girl, hehe, bcos shes nothing lyk that...)
well, my first tarot reading was quite fun...again, abit scary at first, but fun...and yeah, still 'Death' card was one of them...the only 1 card that i remembered out of 5....
She talked more about... 'strongdesire+travelling+travelling'... 'opportunity.to.change+option.i.have+decisionmaking'...& little about 'rship' & 'money'...hmmm...
Now i will not talk about the good things...because they are safe in my safety box...
i will only share abt 'relationship' and 'money', since the result was....not that good..hehe...
oh well, its not my priority anyway...for nowwww at least....since the ppl that i like playing hide-and-seek with me....sort of la, or maybe playing police & theft...haha..or maybe they are just not that into me....
so this first 18 mths is not a good time for me to have a relationship...sadly saying...'Strong love'...but not a good rship, because this relationship worries me alot...so only the second relationship will work out okay...which i have no idea i will have after 18 mths is over...hmm...whatever rship...bring it on...failed rship is just an experience...that helps us to understand the next...ya la tu...whatever...tension...if teda 'question mark'....hmmm...more time for myself then....heehee
about "money"......ini lagi...."dont think too much about money first, instead, work in a place where u can learn in advance....and if possible work where u can travel alot"......blah & blah blah blah...
but...the rest...i love....so i keep them in my safety box...just for me...=)
BTW, of course i will not let this make my decision...
until then friends...