Twilight side effect

I am currently writing Breaking Dawn...
...the final book of My Twilight Saga...well thats what they call my story...

I assumed u have read Eclipse then, the 3rd book...

All 3 books are like diary to me, except that they are not personal anymore. i decided to tell the whole world , my story...Our Story from my side of the story...

At this point , u should have known about my feeling toward Jake...my best friend...

Oh how I love him...I love him to bits...and he have known that since the first day we met...
He was my sun when my day was impossibly dull and dark...
I loved him...but how could i hurt him by loving him yet not choosing him?
I loved him...but i loved Edward more...

Edward Edward....Edward is the love of my life ...the love of my existence...
Without him...how could i live?
I remember the day when he left me...
I never imagine myself get through that kind of nightmare again....
i could say it was like living in a vacuum...no sound no light no air no nothing....
except for me....but knowing he existed somewhere in this world, was enough....
enough to keep me sane and alive...

But now...I can't believe this!
he's being overly protective! i AM strong...maybe I'm not the strongest...
but still...
i am able to protect myself, for crying out loud...

I wondered why i choose him over Jake... Ha!
Jake would not shield me from any excitement...

Edward...he didn't even let me hunt for mountain lion...instead he brought me to Alaska and hunt for some penguin.....ooo cute penguin but there are my food after all..but i hated those stinky fishy smell... Besides I don't think I like hanging out with his fan, well you know who!

Okay, stop whining...
I think he's back....I'd better be going...
He still owes me something...
And before that,I have to call Jake and ask for updates...I miss her already...

P.S. I Love Edward...

Love Always
Bella

Read Eclipse, borrowed the book from LK, ba this is due to my lack of patient, couldn't wait any longer...abis stock...so i just borrowed LK's book, and lend her my Breaking Dawn as an exchange...
Now am reading Breaking Dawn...damn...how i hope this book will never end...

Oh ya sorry for my "wanna-be- bella" or "wanna-be-stephenie-meyers" behaviour...
I thought maybe i could get over this twilighters behaviour so that i can be normal twilight reader by writing that....ooo cukup la....

Sorry i dont have editor.....so u'll find a lot of hang kang english....buttt BIARRR....

So Long People....

Unscripted interview

I like them....

please check out their unscripted interview between Stephenie Meyer, Edw...Robert Pattinson and Bella, i mean Kristen Stewart...

What a dream ...

When was the last time you had a dream and it was so real and beautiful that u wanted to put it on paper so that u won't forget...??

This was how twilight existed...

Stephenie Meyer came out with the idea from a dream...but not in the purpose to write a bestselling book...but only having some fun....

If only I have a perfect English...

Tomorrow...November 27.

1 more day....

Movie Trailers - Movies Blog

I have no idea how others have waited for 2 years since the first twilight book was out...I can't even wait for just few weeks.....DAMN....Im so nervousss.....

MTV Shows

Im a TWILIGHTERS all along...always will....

Good and bad news...Twilight Saga....

Okay i am still reading 'New Moon' and yet i am ALREADY excited about the fifth book, 'Midnight Sun'...
And I really really REALLLYYY cannot wait for it to come out and be another of Stephenie's bestseller book....A VERY GOOD NEWS huh....

From what i've read, 'breaking dawn' is the last book of the twilight saga...yes its true(i guess, since i haven't read that far yet, i couldn't be so sure)...

I found the excerpt , Chapter 1 - First Sight( Midnight Sun)...If u have read the first book 'twilight' im sure u will notice that the title is the same as 1st chapter of Midnight Sun...'first sight'....

Midnight Sun is not the continuous of breaking dawn(which i haven't read yet) ...this book is Edward's perspective...Edward's point of view...Edward's story...
So knowing that alot of things that we couldn't quite figure out what edward was thinking...this book will surely tell everything whats going on in Edward's mind....what he actually thinks....his thoughts around bella...how exactly his capability works...and so on la....

Knowing Bella's side of the story is enough but only from her side...Sometimes we woman also need to know what the men actually feel about their beloved one...sometimes words are not enough to describe whatever feelings or thought ...semua la...in everything he does...any action or whatever that makes us women think of his action....why he didn t call, why he frowned...why he left...semua la...sot... dats y women kna cop complicated...kali...

So while waiting for the book..take sometime to read the excerpt....baca la....


But the bad news is...
She decided to postponed Midnight Sun or did she said not to continue writing the midnight sun?....ARGGHHHHHH!!!! because the incomplete draft was already illegally posted online......DAMMNNNNN...who's the culprit!!!!OMG....I CANT BELIEVE THISSSS....It was like Edward was taken away from me while i am very much in love with him(and i couldn't quite live the way before he existed in my daily-routine-daydreaming-live), while i was still dancing with him on the stage and suddenly he was gone...pls S. M. I am your die-hard fan....pls do this for us....your fan....=(

Oh FYI...the news is dated Aug 28,08.
So maybe she changed her mind...but i didnt get the updates...
So update me ... so that i can stop worrying... maybe tu buku suda keluar ka....
Damn im so worried....

Paramore "Decode"

One of twilight Soundtrack...I Love....

Paramore Lyrics

The Twilight Saga!!!!

"You Inspired this one..." Edward Cullen ..



I don't know which of these songs was actually hummed by Rdward to Bella to sleep... but i like all of them...I tried to find a movie scene that edward actually hummed the lullaby, but my effort failed....




and this one, w as taken i think from chp 15,16 or 17....The cullens or Carlisle...


I think Im in love with Edward...haha...The Twilight Saga will be my all time favorite books....and stephenie meyer will be one of my favorite author...


I suggest u go out now to the nearest bookstore and buy all of The Twilight Saga.....Unless if u dun like lRomance novel la...