Whitney Houston

Growing up, Whitney Houston was one of my favourite singer....alongside with Mariah Carey and Celine Dion...

Years gone by....even without saying it...I still love most of her songs...even though she had been struggling with drugs, and failed to recover, I never stop loving her songs....for her music touches my heart and soul every time....

At 48, Whitney Houston passed away...it's not a shock, knowing she has been in a battle with drugs for so longg now....but it is such a devastated news that this talented person wont be around singing her song and make us cry anymore...

Your song will always be in our heart and mind,

You will always be missed Whitney Houston, May your soul rest in peace...

Safe and sound

I think this is one of the best of Taylor swift....most meaningful from the rest....no offence...but I love beyonce more than TS before....but right now they stand in par...just because of this song :p...at least forrr 'x' period of time......and in different genre though...vocally...beyonce is better....live or not...but its very hard to deny this...TS composed alot of beautiful songs...thumbs up TS...

Its very hard not to love this song....but it hurts my feeling alot...(though it has different meaning from whats in my mind...which also means....this song reminds me of what lies deep inside my heart)

sometimes...no matter how safe and sound and that 'I' will be 'alright'...sometimes...i think 'not feeling alright' is better than feeling 'alright'...

Maybe the 'heart' is still 'HOPING'...'WAITING' in vain...'HOPING'...'willingly, foolishly'...

I dont wanna feel alright....how negative can one be? owh I hate...but sometimes its bigger than me...

i will never forget...

i can't never forget...

30 second to mars live in i-city

This is what I missed last July....just got to post it in here...yeayyy....i know i know....this is old storyy....bla bla bla....

I love Jared Leto not from his acting career(i love the rest tooo....but the thing is He's the only one i know...they are a great band...)....I never watch whatsoever movie he acted yet....never seen alexander the great...and never seen the fat jared leto movie too....i have no idea whats the title....I love him purely because of his music...I love his vocal....and cant deny i love his looks....muahaha...he have this very sharp and smoky eyes..i dont even know whats that suppose to mean anymore....sharp and smoky......hhahah...ohh weelll....

his voice.....well this is how I describe his voice....thundering sound....strict demanding and desperate....HA HA.....sharp but not that sharp....neverending voice.....u know what....i think i need an english class.....ok la untill later...

just some thing about nothing....

When I was a kid, I told my mom that I want to be a singer...

I still remember when I was just 5 to 12 yo....i used to go to my childhood friends house...and we would practised thiss dance step which were choreographed by my childhood friend while singing...and then performed it as if we were already artist in front of her other relatives and we really enjoyed it haha....i wonder why im not a good dancer during this age...either i am uncomfortable or just plain shy or maybe i have no talent when it comes to choreography :))...but during these time of my life that got my long time hobby, which is singing.......good or bad singer...mmm i have no answer....but personally...why do i sound like a kid? and then sometimes, when i record myself singing..., i get this nasally sound coming out from my mouth.....*frustrated*

and there my friends, how i know i should not be a singer...ha haa! well it will be my hobby for sure...and music will always be in my heart....

Ukejam

Today I had a blast....

Went to the first Uke Jam ever at Taman Tasik Titiwangsa with MUG..with wawai, jane and jason.

Though mine was the only pinky(beginner!!!) Uke...it was still fine with me...;p...if i am to be serious about music...then i have to upgrade my uke....but for now....me and dolphine...we're all good together...

And now my Uke tuned how it should be...thanks to my friend....he helped me to fixed it...ar how could i ever play with my ukulele not tuned rightly yet still love it....;p

I looked blur in the video..so -__- no video...hahha....thats what beginner are for....blur?..learn...practise...sing nice song....and then some...

Until next time...^-^

What I want...

There's alot of things that i wanted...;p

these are just few of them......;p...(hey dont start calling me names...list your oown wantss sure got alot of them...hehehe...)

A Uke Tuner..dont ask y...go figure...

Aquila Strings- yeay i tried to use d'addario string...i think i am suppose to buy a different set(which is the 'hard tension' and another set...to combine so that i get the sound of Jake S. uke's sound...pfftt...)...but the shop only got ....err i cant remember...so my uke sound not too mellow...i think i may restring my uke with the original strings...or maybe just keep it like that...maybe they need time. to get their sound...or maybe thats how it suppose to sound....so it is more suitable for rockers......i really dont know what im talking about soo....i want aquila...since i only know that its the best string for uke.....

but d'addario that im currently use not too bad bah....heeyerr...

A capo...i find it hard to sing a song by 'male-singer' song...

Uke strap...;p....though i dont really need it...lol ;p

Uke case...aisehmannn...bagus kalau perlu...

a girl can dream right...

July is almost here...

*argg again all pictures not mine...

Its April update...

"All these things about me you never can tell."

Without saying goodbye, Marchel passed us by like strangers, same goes to Jenny and Febby....

Now here come Appie...uninvited....but yeay...time never say hi nor do they say goodbye...they come and go...like changing clothes...every day every second...

but Im happy to say....I am alive and kicking...

And blog is becoming more shy than ever...rarely say a word...more careful...more in guard...believe it or not, I hate not to be able to say what I want...stupid or not...still at least something...pointless or not....better something...its just a phase of growing up....make mistakes...

i hate it when everything seems to move in slow motion...its like u get to see everyone expression...how their eyes twitching when u said something not very bright...haha.....

Oh...the hell with them...they dont even notice when they are in stupid moment...

errr...? ? ?

and so...i hope..you will never stop loving this not very bright blog...:)...

Just old song...

till i find somebody new....

an update

Okay one of my long term goal is in progress...

Am learning a musical instrument ~ by my own...i know....i hope this motivation will stay burning in me...

bought a small guitar, now people wont call it small guitar....well whatever...i am a noob neway...to be exact i bought an ukulele....looks very much like toy to me....but toy are fun to play...yeayy

n yea...my wanting to play guitar will be delayed...since right now i am concentrating on my uke...until next time guitar, until next time e/guitar, until next time piano...huhu...i dont know when...lets just put it in my KIV list...

U r indeed a beautiful disaster to me

He drowns in his dreams

An exquisite extreme I know

He's as damned as he seems

And more heaven than a heart could hold

And if I try to save him

My whole world would cave in

It just ain't right

It just ain't right

Oh and I don't know

I don't know what he's after

But he's so beautiful

He's such a beautiful disaster

And if I could hold on

Through the tears and the laughter

Would it be beautiful?

Or just a beautiful disaster

He's magic and myth

As strong as what I believe

A tragedy with

More damage than a soul should see

And do I try to change him?

So hard not to blame him

Hold on tight

Hold on tight

Oh 'cause I don't know

I don't know what he's after

But he's so beautiful

Such a beautiful disaster

And if I could hold on

Through the tears and the laughter

Would it be beautiful?

Or just a beautiful disaster

I'm longing for love and the logical

But he's only happy hysterical

I'm searching for some kind of miracle

Waited so long

waited so long

He's soft to the touch

But frayed at the end he breaks

He's never enough

And still he's more than I can take

Oh 'cause I don't know

I don't know what he's after

But he's so beautiful

Such a beautiful disaster

And if I could hold on

Through the tears and the laughter

Would it be beautiful?

Or just a beautiful disaster

He's beautiful

Such a beautiful disaster

Ps. And I am truly hurted and dissappointed.

Lan E Sape By Jerry Kamit....

Very Peaceful sound...

I can almost smell the humid forest ground, the wet floras from the morning mist,hear birds chirping, waterfalls as it hits the rock beneath, kids jump into the river...and me floating in the river, looking at the bluesky while absorbing my surrounding..

Im sorry that im not good in words and that I cannot make you feel what I feel...

Taken from some great lyrics...

I know anything about the life. All the wisdom is hidden deep in the heart. I am scared of the upcoming days. I don't know where, I don't know where I'm going, but I'm on my way.

My boat is cruising over there, I want it and I know where. My boat follows in the wake of you. I am handling my life to destiny. I don't know what future will bring to me.

Everyday I meet the ghosts of the past. Darkness is left behind me, but I will be free. Someday in my life the light will shine. I will forget the past before the dusk comes up.


love the new bands introduced to me ^^...and I like them all...but i dont want to share...not yet anyway...

Love

I like how they arranged the video...simple...yet meaningful...^,^ ♥
Didnt get to watch the video till the end though....F the connection, dc over and over againn....been trying to upload the video the whole dayy...yet i fail to watch the whole video....sooo i hv no idea what happen to the cartoon guy, except that he was brokenhearted over and over again....of course the end should be a happy ending...

Neway, Happy Valentine's all....


Oh ya...for me, everyday is a Valentine's day....so Happy Valentine's again...;)

Some one Out There...

I hope so much that this would be our song...
~.~ but no, its not our song... and of course when there is no 'our'...there is no us...



Feels like everything coming back to me, again,
deja vu...DEJA VU...deja vu...

alot in common....yet different people, different character, different kind of situation...different places,

so much different....so much in common

its different, but its the same line of story......

and the only one that remain the same all the time is me...
Im standing in the middle of all these...and Im going round and round and round at the same place.... yet no one really come and save me....

im here...
they are there...

they are out of reach...~~

Im tired of reaching out for some one who isnt really there to catch me...

i want to know what love is

I gotta take a little time
A little time to think things over
I better read between the lines
In case I need it when Im colder

In my life there's been heartache and pain
I don't know if I can face it again
Cant stop now, Ive traveled so far
To change this lonely life

I wanna know what love is.....
I want you to show me......
I wanna feel what love is.....
I know you can show me......

I'm gonna take a little time
A little time to look around me....
Ive got nowhere left to hide
It looks like love has finally found me....

In my life! there's been heartache and pain
....

I wanna know what love is.....
....

show me

I wanna know what love is, lets talk about love
I want you to show me, I wanna feel it too
I wanna feel what love is, I want to feel it too
And I know and I know, I know you can show me
Show me love is real, yeah
I wanna know what love is...


Everyone wants to feel what love is...
no matter how strong and intact their so-called walls,
somehow, love always get their way in,
and somehow it is the love from within our soul

Try sleep with a broken heart....

Never knew i needed...

I had been lazy for the past couples of weeks...And all Id done to update my blog was copied and pasted song lyrics....haha what can i say...thats the best thing i know how to express what I feel at the moment...

Scars

Is this part, is this part,
Of the process, of the process?
Can I find another way ‘round,
Other way round, round the pain?
Cuz you’ve left me here in the middle of it
Said “I’ll work it out, I promise”
I don’t know how we got here in the first place.

I climbed the walls,
You hit the bars.
I am from Venus,
You are from Mars.
You got your brand new friends.
And I got a broken heart.
Doesn’t matter who we are…

Everyone has their scars.
Everyone has their scars.


(source)

There’s a place, there’s a place,
That I’m heading, that I’m heading.
Need to know, are you coming,
Are you coming, telling me?
Cuz you’re heading in the wrong direction
Just as I need your protection.
Maybe I should let you find your own way.

I climbed the walls,
You hit the bars.
I am from Venus,
You are from Mars.
You got your brand new friends
And I got a broken heart.
Doesn’t matter who we are…

Everyone has their scars.
Everyone has their scars.

What could be so bad?
It’s taken you so far
Until you don’t know who you are…

I climbed the walls,
You hit the bars.
I am from Venus,
You are from Mars
You got your brand new friends
And I got a broken heart.
Doesn’t matter who we are.
Everyone has their scars

I climbed the wall,
You hit the bars.
I am from Venus,
You are from Mars.
You got your brand new friends
And I got a broken heart.
It doesn’t matter who we are.
Everyone has their scars.

Everyone has their scars…

Cupid, plss be good...

Sad songgg...
making me feel so sadd everytime...=(

Bless the broken road